tired
I finally saw V for Vendetta. Good movie! I like masks. I like the mysterious creepiness they portray. I also recently saw Snakes on a Plane. I had to with all the hype and such. When I was in Boston I even saw a helicopter flying an ad for the movie. I've been feeling a little crazy lately. Maybe I just need to get out. I have this feeling that I just shouldn't be here anymore. Be here in Buffalo, be here at home. It used to always make me feel better- being at home. It's not working anymore. I want to be happy. This whole year has completely sucked. I've never felt so out of place, so wrong, so blaaaa. And don't get me wrong I enjoyed spending the time I spent with everyone- I'm just in a funk. I think it's all the uncertainty of the future and how things just haven't been going so well. I feel lonely. I miss certain people, and the people who used to be here at home are either gone or going. I'm not sure what to do with myself. Maybe I should go back to school. I don't seem to be having luck with the degree I graduated in. This journal entry is one big bummer.