its been forever.
ok so i havent posted an entry in like a few years but i thought it was about time to update again. o ya this is sarah hall if u dont remember. ah so much has been changing within the past few weeks. this whole college thing is not for me. im not a big fan of change. but so much has happened in the last few weeks and it kinda sucks. my best friends moved away which is sucky. i loved then lost someone for whom i truley and honestly loved. somoene who i thought was a friend really hurt me. things are just kind hard. esp with the whole boy thing. i really cant stand them sometimes. its like what do u do when u love someone with all u have but then just dont respect that in return. i would give anything to go back a few months even a few weeks ago just to have him be a part of my life again. and it sucks that he is hanigng out with someone else but i cant be mad at him cause he can do whatever it is that he wants but its hard when that person is someone who was a friend. ah i dont know i hate the whole breaking up thing but im willing to work hard at making things ok with him cause im not ready for him to be comepletely out of my life. but ya my friends are ammmmmmmazing even when they arent around. <333