I think I need to start getting my shit together. I want a job, but I'm not sure where. I have some ideas like King Soopers, Inta Juice, Subway, Albertsons, Kohls, or maybe that tanning place by Loaf and Jug...I don't know. I'd really like to work at a book store actually, but you have to be 18 to work at Barnes and Noble. Or maybe I could work at a library. I just think it would be quiet place to do homework and I'd have plenty of reading material if I got bored. I hope this summer to vollunteer at a hospital. I'd really like to see if I would enjoy the environment there, and maybe get to know some people who could serve as a good reference. Tomorrow I am going to go visit a bunch of places and get applications. I wish I had my own car. Fuck. This school work is stressful as balls. I have an unbelievable amount of shit to do, a lot of it I don't know how to, and not much time to do it. It's so frustrating. But my mom said I can get my nose pierced for my birthday if I work hard. She says I can only get a stud but she can't stop me once it's pierced. Ahahah I want a ring, definitely. It's not really asking for much, when some people want tattoos and peircings everywhere on their body. I'm never going to get a tattoo actually. I know my mind changes about everything constantly, and a tattoo would only result in immediate regret. I don't want to end up with shit like this:
^That's gross. I have enough scars on my body already, and I'm only 15. ALMOST SIXTEEN. :)
I need more music. I hate this fucking Mtv bullshit. I hate that "Flo Rida" song or whatever the hell it is. He thinks he can sing "Right Round"? How the shit do you get rights to stuff like that. That's a classic song, and he butchered it. ALSO, what the fuck is this Donnie Darko sequel bullshit. You cannot, cannot, cannot ruin a masterpiece like Donnie Darko with a sequel. If these people actually watched the movie, they might realize that it requires no futher going. I can't believe they got the rights to it. I read somewhere that they found a loop-hole in the rights, because I know Richard Kelly would never ever sell the rights to his first film. It's my favorite movie, and I think it always will be until something that tops it comes out, which is unlikely. It's got a brilliant score, and incredibly well thought out writing. I never get sick of it. Sometimes these Hollywood people who just want to make bullshit cash from sequels really irritate me. But slutever, there's not much I can do.
Oh P.S. I want to see Notorious. I think I'm going to watch that tonight. :)
P.S.S. I'm going to start writing more.