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alright i havent updated since the middle of last month and well.. there really hasnt been anything very motivating to write about.
the bad:
-i work 6 days a week at a job i hate going into. and now i know that im "not a priority" in the managers eyes so fuck that. im starting to look for new jobs tomorrow.
-school has been stressful but for some reason fulfilling. im getting pretty good grades and i actually have to try.
-ive pretty much seperated myself from everyone i know except for lauren. she is the only person i hang out with anymore.
-my car is for sale for $1000. if you want a shitty daily driver give me a call.
-im pretty pathetic. i lost. and it really fucking sucks. there's really nothing to compare it to.
-i just canceled all my credit cards so i could get a frigin car loan.
-i truly realized i dont have a real home anymore. my house on baker rd was home. and even my dads house kinda felt like home. but now florida feels a million miles away from everything. and NH, where my dad lives with his girlfriend just cant compare. i know im gonna be weird when im about to move, and right after i move. because i really dont know what i want to do. i want to be back in massachusetts, but there is nothing more there for me than there is here. all my friends have moved on in both places and it really kinda sucks. maybe i can see if i can live with chris for a little while before i get my own place. shit happens, life goes on. i will figure things out as they happen.
-there's more, but those are the major things
the good:
-im going to see the starting line, copeland, and gastby's american dream tomorrow night
-i might be getting a new car within the next week?
-some black lady said she likes how i do my hair... but i dont do my hair.
the bad:
-i work 6 days a week at a job i hate going into. and now i know that im "not a priority" in the managers eyes so fuck that. im starting to look for new jobs tomorrow.
-school has been stressful but for some reason fulfilling. im getting pretty good grades and i actually have to try.
-ive pretty much seperated myself from everyone i know except for lauren. she is the only person i hang out with anymore.
-my car is for sale for $1000. if you want a shitty daily driver give me a call.
-im pretty pathetic. i lost. and it really fucking sucks. there's really nothing to compare it to.
-i just canceled all my credit cards so i could get a frigin car loan.
-i truly realized i dont have a real home anymore. my house on baker rd was home. and even my dads house kinda felt like home. but now florida feels a million miles away from everything. and NH, where my dad lives with his girlfriend just cant compare. i know im gonna be weird when im about to move, and right after i move. because i really dont know what i want to do. i want to be back in massachusetts, but there is nothing more there for me than there is here. all my friends have moved on in both places and it really kinda sucks. maybe i can see if i can live with chris for a little while before i get my own place. shit happens, life goes on. i will figure things out as they happen.
-there's more, but those are the major things
the good:
-im going to see the starting line, copeland, and gastby's american dream tomorrow night
-i might be getting a new car within the next week?
-some black lady said she likes how i do my hair... but i dont do my hair.