Jan 11, 2006 22:42
so lately everything has been boring. im in such a hole. i feel like i need to be in a relationship.
school started yesterday which was a downer. only this one last semester and then i get to move back home. 15 more credits, that's it. the day that i leave florida will be so bittersweet. it sucks that i've been here long enough to make friends and start another life. but yet im constantly craving another trip home. to see everyone and make my heart feel just a little bit better by seeing the most important people in my life. then i hit the warm florida air one more time and it grows on me. it's another home. i love my friends here. i love the few wonderful people i have met. and i know i'm going to miss them just as much as i miss the people in massachusetts right now.
this entry wasn't supposed to be about this.. but i guess it's just what's on my mind. this entry waasss supposed to be about my money issues. school, books, insurance (since i pay for 6 months at a time it is a lot more money), my new found computer issues. and all my savings are pretty much gone. that money was supposed to go towards me moving to mass. so i could afford that first months rent, and all the extra stuff you have to pay up front. along with stuff needed for the apartment. and a little safety money for "just in case" situations. who would've thought that it could all disappear in 1 week. guess it's time to start saving again...