the best part of believe is the lie

[its_crap_yo_04]

it is crazy how many emotions a person can have going on at one time. I feel like its going to through my chemical balance off and actually throw me into depression. im not so much upset about things. but worried, scared, excited, nervous, antsy, frustrated, stressed, frantic, kinda of upset. I was talkin to my brothers and they asked me when i was

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[notears_2cry]

Shes a retard, who thinks shes mother of the year material. And even her own flesh and blood beg to differ!

Daddy... and the brothers, are who made me literally cry while leaving for tenn.. Daddy esp. He just looked like someone was coming to shoot him, when I went to his job to get one last hug. Even thinking about that memory, makes me want to cry. But at least you are in the same state, and will always be only fifteen minutes away, and I know will visit often. Heck I'm over there every weekend even though I swear the next weekend I wont be. And its not to see her but to see him, and hopefully faith, and sometimes the brothers and Beans. Even you and mom, looking at me and saying well we got to get back on the road...I about died again, which bit bc I was getting over the look on dads face and then I get these looks from you two...

I'm here if you need anything to calm you down..Its all apart of growing up...Don't you hate it! Oh and get your grade ups!! Love you! And I am proud to see that your like getting there. i was starting to wonder wonder.

[its_crap_yo_04]

wonder wonder!!!! Lol! but thanks sister... if it were up to me I would still be living with mom but she had to go and get married and move to Indiana. I'm glad to be out on my own I just I don't know.... I've been in a weird mood lately and I don't know if its the period or just life but I just wish a lit of hints were going differently than they are. I know that vague but I don't even know for sure what I'm trying to say. Lol!