Deucin in Wholes.... hmmmm
doood first week of school down... uh makes 10 more. although we dont have school monday! yay! i feel its bad i already need a break. havent even really got any grades yet. i cant wait til im closer to the end. right now im just i guess i keep on keepin on.
building my savings is my second focus right now... although it should be my third because the thing i really want to work on first and foremost is my relationship with God. Cause without him none of this other stuff would even be possible and i dont know if hes tired of hearing about it but i thank him on a daily bases. im pretty sure almost every time i get in my car i thank him for it. even for the gas in the tank. cause like i said with out him i wouldnt have any of it.
but like i said building my savings is on the to do. im doing good so far. pretty sure im not goin to not save ive been throwin more and more in there each week. plus trying to pay off my mom so that when i move out i dont have to worry about paying her for too much longer. thank God for my mom. without her i would have wasted $1500 and been right back to nowhere.... glad I have her to help me.
plus saving for my family vacation cause im pretty sure were going to sc this year. so ive got to save for that as well.
my mom told me today that she can see that i am i guess acting like an adult. those werent her words but she said she was proud of me and it really does mean a lot to me. because she sees me as an adult. now my dad on the other hand i dont know that he sees me as an adult but he doesnt really know all that my mom does and maybe thats a bad thing seeing as i live with him but the relationships are different and i dont know if you know me you know why. but honestly moms opinion does matter more than dads. weird i know but it is what it is. i love them both as my niece would say to the moon stars and back. love her.
but my point is that i actually feel like a bit of an adult myself. i mean i made an eye appointment today all by myself asked questions and got answers. plus i bought windshield wipers. LOL! also by myself. i mean cody was with me but he wasnt much help. && im thinkin i need new brakes so im going to look into gettin that taken care of. i mean who would have thought id be thinking about these kinds of things and just going and taking care of them. you may not think its crazy but to me its insane. makes me feel like im an adult.
now all i need it to take this last step and im sure ill be there. well two last steps but im not really concerned with the last one...
so this wasnt really for readers but more to get these thoughts out of my head because i am actually tired at a decent hour and usually i lay awake thinking about all these things i have mentioned but im hoping sense ive discussed them even though it was by myself. that maybe now i can actually fall asleep and get some extra hours in.
i am anticipating whats happening for me next. ive been setting my mind to things and talkin it out with God and we work it out and make it happen. I always tell him "we got this!" so im excited to see where i end up.
Peace Brother
building my savings is my second focus right now... although it should be my third because the thing i really want to work on first and foremost is my relationship with God. Cause without him none of this other stuff would even be possible and i dont know if hes tired of hearing about it but i thank him on a daily bases. im pretty sure almost every time i get in my car i thank him for it. even for the gas in the tank. cause like i said with out him i wouldnt have any of it.
but like i said building my savings is on the to do. im doing good so far. pretty sure im not goin to not save ive been throwin more and more in there each week. plus trying to pay off my mom so that when i move out i dont have to worry about paying her for too much longer. thank God for my mom. without her i would have wasted $1500 and been right back to nowhere.... glad I have her to help me.
plus saving for my family vacation cause im pretty sure were going to sc this year. so ive got to save for that as well.
my mom told me today that she can see that i am i guess acting like an adult. those werent her words but she said she was proud of me and it really does mean a lot to me. because she sees me as an adult. now my dad on the other hand i dont know that he sees me as an adult but he doesnt really know all that my mom does and maybe thats a bad thing seeing as i live with him but the relationships are different and i dont know if you know me you know why. but honestly moms opinion does matter more than dads. weird i know but it is what it is. i love them both as my niece would say to the moon stars and back. love her.
but my point is that i actually feel like a bit of an adult myself. i mean i made an eye appointment today all by myself asked questions and got answers. plus i bought windshield wipers. LOL! also by myself. i mean cody was with me but he wasnt much help. && im thinkin i need new brakes so im going to look into gettin that taken care of. i mean who would have thought id be thinking about these kinds of things and just going and taking care of them. you may not think its crazy but to me its insane. makes me feel like im an adult.
now all i need it to take this last step and im sure ill be there. well two last steps but im not really concerned with the last one...
so this wasnt really for readers but more to get these thoughts out of my head because i am actually tired at a decent hour and usually i lay awake thinking about all these things i have mentioned but im hoping sense ive discussed them even though it was by myself. that maybe now i can actually fall asleep and get some extra hours in.
i am anticipating whats happening for me next. ive been setting my mind to things and talkin it out with God and we work it out and make it happen. I always tell him "we got this!" so im excited to see where i end up.
Peace Brother