May 19, 2007 20:15
i loveeee my mom.
she's the best.
she's my herooo.
i hope i'm as good as her one day.
i feel stupid for caring so much about not being able to go to dc
but lik everyyyyyyone went & i was sooo looking forward too.
& sure it'll be over in four days, but they'll have memories forever
and i wont.
& i have lik 14 days left w. allll the ppl going to mott
i'm gonna miss them lik crazy. i've grown so close to some of them.
and now it's lik all over. after this summer i'll probly
never talk to anyy of them ever again. i hate it man. its not fair.
i was reading this from lik when i first started it.
i used to be so happy! i lovvve it. i was just naive,
& it made everything bettter. but i was also stupid :p
but i'm gonna start being lik that again. i'm gonna
try to make everything positivee. but i am not going
to be stupid. i'm going to be as smart as i reallly am.
i'm gonna make things better, i sware.