You don't look like anyone that anyone would care about.

Oct 09, 2006 18:50

frig‧id  [frij-id] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation
-adjective
1. very cold in temperature: a frigid climate.
2. without warmth of feeling; without ardor or enthusiasm: a frigid reaction to the suggested law.
3. stiff or formal: a welcome that was polite but frigid.
4. (of a woman)
a. inhibited in the ability to experience sexual excitement during sexual activity.
b. unresponsive to sexual advances or stimuli.
5. unemotional or unimaginative; lacking passion, sympathy, or sensitivity: a correct, but frigid presentation.

Am I really frigid?
Am I unresponsive to sexual advances or stimuli?
I guess so.
I don't know what the deal is, and this has never really been the case with me, but everyday I'm hating more and more things about myself. It's not a good quality. But lately, it's been so hard to "find the good."
It's always worse when I compare myself to my friends. Which is a daily activity when you have friends like mine.
I've been giving myself headaches that last all day and that don't go away with asprin...Ever.

I am officially considering this a rut. A bad place. A rough patch.
I hope that this rough patch will be over soon, because it really is rough.


You You You You You- The 6ths
T.S.R. (this Shit Rules)- Against Me!
Today's The Day- Aimee Mann
Take Off Your Cool (Feat. Norah Jones)- Andre 3000
A Nervous Tic Motion Of The Head To The Left- Andrew Bird
If It Feels Right- Anya Marina
How Will You Survive- Azure Ray
I'll See Your Heart & Raise You Mine- Bell X1
Sundress- Ben Kweller
Thirteen- Ben Kweller
Magic- Ben Kweller
Little Pink Stars- Radish
Stop! 2:59- The Bens
I Come Home- Catherine Feeny
Blinking Lights- Eels
Serenade- Emiliana Torrini
Today Has Been Okay- Emiliana Torrini
Mushaboom- Feist
Paper Bag- Fiona Apple
Oh, It Is Love- Hellogoodbye
Hide and Seek- Imogen Heap
Piece Of My Heart- Janis Joplin
Machine Gun- Jimi Hendrix (Live at Berkeley)
Magnetized- Laura Veirs
Speak Easy- Maria Taylor
Combat Baby- Metric
Scavenger Type- NOFX
So Sweetly Around Me- Page France
The Ugly And The Beautiful- The Real Tuesday Weld
Samson- Regina Spektor
On The Radio- Regina Spektor
Hotel Song- Regina Spektor
That Time- Regina Spektor
Wall In Your Heart- Shelby Lynne
Track You Down- Sondre Lerche
Smile- Télépopmusik
Candy Says- The Velvet Underground

P.S: This makes the rough patch even worse.
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