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why must everyone agrivate me so? i mean come on.. just leave me alone.. god. i have had it with all the stupid drama in this school.. just leave me out of it.. i swear.. and not just the drama.. but all of the people that love to talk about you.. or claim they are friends but in fact.. dont support you.. get mad too easily at you.. dont stick up for you.. or backstab you.. i have had it.. i am tired of walking around watchin what im sayin only to be considerate of the feelings of the people i am around.. i dont care anymore.. if i have something to say.. and u piss me off just enough.. watch out bc im going to tell you and i dont care what the reaction may be.. to bad... i am tired of it.. i dont need the agrivation.. if having you as a friend is going to be this difficult.. i dont need it.. its not worth it.. i am tired of it.. ive been doing a lot of thinking lately and refiguring out the life i am leading.. and im not happy.. theres so much i need to change and fix.. and im starting now..
T H I N G S A R E G O I N G T O C H A N G E . . .
>>>god im excited about something for the first time in like.. how long? and i cant even tell u about it.. and u cant even be happy for me bc u think im trying to rub it into your face.. and trying to be mean.. so im not allowed to talk at all about it.. yea bc that is something id do.. bc im ohhh so like that.. im suprised you even think that.. when have i ever done something repeatitively to someone knowing it would hurt them.. never.. i hate making people feel bad... so why would i do that to you.. you need to understand.. i am excited.. thats it.. god.. what kind of friend goes and says that? oh and not sticking up for me.. yea thats ok too.. even tho the countless times me and ker have stuck up for you.. whats that about? your just going to ignore it.. i mean i realli dont care who thinks im fat and ugly.. but its the principal behind it.. we stick up for you.. why cant u do the same for us? and just bc u didnt get upset im not allowed to either? thats crap.. u never get mad.. thats why me and ker have to defend u.. thats not me.. i respect myself enough to when someone is disrespecting me.. i let them know.. i dont do it to myself why should i let someone else? so ya kno what.. back down.. thats rite B A C K D O W N ! ! ! ! !
.....................................................................................im done
but hey guess what--> things havent changed im still completely psyched about tomorrow night!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yaaaayyyyy.. im super excited.. i hope i dont play awefully tho.. haha.. i bet ill lose but its ok.. its all about the company.. hehe.. the 6 of us bowling then to stellas..
W O O P t e r S ! !