May 09, 2005 21:17
"guys, are we all familiar with our tesiticles?" (sean) "I AM!" - that made my day. i guess you have to be in mrs.benacquisto's fourth hour to laugh at it. but whatever.
okay. ive been doing a lot of thinking lately. not just about certain things but about pretty much everything in general. ive noticed a lot of things in school too. we're all slacking off and doing stuff that were not supposed to be doing -not so much the certain things in particular but just the 'bad' -doesnt have anything to do with drugs or sex or whatever since those are the stereotypes we all first think of- things. i dont really know how to explain it. our teachers have been putting us through so much stress its unbelievable and all of our grades are starting slip! it sucks. noones ever in a good mood and everyones a complete wreck. w/e. we've all been work thats just enough to get us by. urgh. but other than that im doing really well again. my grades are up and ive been doing all my classwork and homework, ive been paying attention and not stressing about the little things anymore.
also... i absolutely hate it when people get their 'friends' involved in their problems. its just awesome. seriously, do you think your friends will be there for you when you get in a phist fight? -if you were to really take the time to think about it like ive been doing, youd realize that the people who say they will be there for you, definitely wont. do you honestly think theyll take a hit for you? im sure that everyone has at least a couple of friends that would stick up for them if they ever got into a fight, but not everyone will keep their word. another thing i noticed is that we dont have as many friends as we think we do. i mean yea we have a lot of people we talk to? but define friends. what im trying to say is how many true friends do we all have? only a couple. its just crazy. i know im not the only one who noticed it either but its just weird if you really get to think about it.
but besides my pointless thoughts, life is going pretty good. me and my sister are getting along, theres no drama with me or any of my friends, me and my mom are extremely close, ive been in good moods now that ive been doing better in school..life is sweet. im still confused about who i like, but as far as im concerned none of that matters right now. im just focused on doing well in school and my friends. =)
i went home with niki today! it was freaking awesome. we got to her house. chilled with kristy boner, ate some mandarin oranges with baby spoons like good old times, talked about what it would be like if kristy went on room-raiders. "wait a minute- these are my underwear!!!" lmao. that was great. "did you just say you shoot pop-tarts?" haha. your dad thinks im crazy but its all good. i love not boxing with niki. you know boxing then running then hitting then running. i love watching niki give chris pelosi nose bleeds- morgan thats for you lmao. and then i love burning 33 calories then drinking coke. its all good though. i love it. i love niki. i love kristy.
so yea. life is awesome.
peace outttt