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[its_all_heart]

hey guys.

today was an alright day. i had more fun yesterday night though. i went out with my sister and stevie. yea i know...isnt that weird? my sister took me out, with her friends. thats so odd. and stevies pretty cool. shes not as bad as i thought she was, shes cool. we went to the mall and then to the chinese resteraunt to eat. as soon as we sat down, stevies mom called and wanted everyone to go to dinner with her at billy's tavern, and we had just gotten seated. it sucked...we had to get up and walk out. haha. i went first, they were scared. it was so funny. then we went to billy's tavern. its okay. its not bad for a little hole in the wall. after that we were going to go the rodeo but we didnt. it was around like 9 o'clock. to late, no point. it was still fun.

lately ive been so stressed out about everything. sometimes i even think i forget to breathe. it sucks because my life is so different now. i have to worry about everything and i never imagined being put through the situations that ive been going through lately. never. because the only time ive heard of things like that is like on tv shows and its so real. idk. im crazy. plus school is getting so hard!! getting good grades is like impossible. but im not going to be a hermit and not have a life at all. im not going to turn all my friends away and study every second of the day that i get the chance. its so not happening. if anything i think i need my friends not school.

haha. danielle asked me who was on my boy list this week. dont even get me started...