Caregiver Burnout
My life is imbalanced and my perceptions are off.
I'm losing trust in a close friend I put my faith in... and my life is once again in need of redefinition... what I perceive as a right way to live my life... what's a wrong way.... who to consider a good friend. Who to have for company and feel fine with. Who to rely on for support. I thought I had it... but now I perceive a harsh reality that isn't so.
My life feels like crap when I'm here by myself right now. I'm burnt out of work. It's unfair. Karma's a bitch that don't exist. I put in lots of work.... and the worklife is good.. it's challenging... I dig what I do. I improve the quality of people's lives. But it feels like I come home to nothing. Nobody to improve my quality of life. An emptiness of sorts.... my social life has taken a hit because of work. My friends are few... who to trust is becoming fewer...
How to change...... I need to get more out of life.. and be happy. A lot of what I want I can relate to the first lyrics of some song. It's simple what I want... but why is it so difficult?
Things will make sense.... I'll understand... I'll change.... God-willing.
I'm losing trust in a close friend I put my faith in... and my life is once again in need of redefinition... what I perceive as a right way to live my life... what's a wrong way.... who to consider a good friend. Who to have for company and feel fine with. Who to rely on for support. I thought I had it... but now I perceive a harsh reality that isn't so.
My life feels like crap when I'm here by myself right now. I'm burnt out of work. It's unfair. Karma's a bitch that don't exist. I put in lots of work.... and the worklife is good.. it's challenging... I dig what I do. I improve the quality of people's lives. But it feels like I come home to nothing. Nobody to improve my quality of life. An emptiness of sorts.... my social life has taken a hit because of work. My friends are few... who to trust is becoming fewer...
How to change...... I need to get more out of life.. and be happy. A lot of what I want I can relate to the first lyrics of some song. It's simple what I want... but why is it so difficult?
Things will make sense.... I'll understand... I'll change.... God-willing.