i'm feelin good
so...wow, i haven't been on here in like..foreverrrrr. so i just thought i'd post. yes yes. post post. nothing really interesting has been happening.
i mean, since my dad died i've just been kinda boppin' along. realizing who my true friends are, and realizing who the people that really care about me are. i have so many amazing people in my life. i couldn't even ask for more.
however, i am terrified of the future. i have a very bad feeling that i'm not going to get into college. because, well, my grades aren't too hot. there's been a lotta shit goin on in the last year....and it's really taken a toll on me/my grades. so, that pretty much sucks.
i actually did my homework today though, which i guess is a good thing. somehow i was motivated, i'm not exactly sure what by, but i was. i think my dad would be proud of me....if only i could keep it up.
i miss him like...whoa. hmmmm....
oprah was intense today. i guess that guy who wrote "a million little pieces" lied about some of the stuff in his book. and i mean, that kinda sucks because when i read that book i really loved it and was inspired by it. but to find out that some of it was fictional...it's just kinda sad. i wish people could just be honest. honesty is seriously the key to everything. tell yourself and the world the truth and you'll be happy and prosperous. i think. yeah, i'm pretty sure.
oh yes, i also got braces. which sucks big time, but hopefully it'll all be worth it. i don't think i could've picked a more flamboyant color....LIME GREEN BITCHES! ha. you love it.
my eyes are tired, so i must rest them.
goodbye.
i mean, since my dad died i've just been kinda boppin' along. realizing who my true friends are, and realizing who the people that really care about me are. i have so many amazing people in my life. i couldn't even ask for more.
however, i am terrified of the future. i have a very bad feeling that i'm not going to get into college. because, well, my grades aren't too hot. there's been a lotta shit goin on in the last year....and it's really taken a toll on me/my grades. so, that pretty much sucks.
i actually did my homework today though, which i guess is a good thing. somehow i was motivated, i'm not exactly sure what by, but i was. i think my dad would be proud of me....if only i could keep it up.
i miss him like...whoa. hmmmm....
oprah was intense today. i guess that guy who wrote "a million little pieces" lied about some of the stuff in his book. and i mean, that kinda sucks because when i read that book i really loved it and was inspired by it. but to find out that some of it was fictional...it's just kinda sad. i wish people could just be honest. honesty is seriously the key to everything. tell yourself and the world the truth and you'll be happy and prosperous. i think. yeah, i'm pretty sure.
oh yes, i also got braces. which sucks big time, but hopefully it'll all be worth it. i don't think i could've picked a more flamboyant color....LIME GREEN BITCHES! ha. you love it.
my eyes are tired, so i must rest them.
goodbye.