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I'm updating! woo. I wonder how long it will take before anyone sees this. hmm.
Okay so I appologize ol' live journal, I have become a slave to the MySpace craze that's sweeping the nation. Once you get passed the whores who on on there just to accumulate a high internet friend count, there's actually some intelligent people on there. Awesome groups. Yeah, I'll stop plugging for myspace now.. um. wow, what has the world come to?
New things:
Classes. It's another semester that is already almost over. I've had some great teachers. I actually had lunch with one of them not too long ago and we talked about MJ legalization!! NOWHERE ELSE BUT COLLEGE MY FRIENDS! And she offered me her raw beans. I feel great. :D
Nape! I got my beautiful neck pierced. It's lovely and if you don't like it, I will assume that you are a jealous, bitter person. So stop being a stick-in-the-mud and admire the piece of metal in the back of my neck!
I'm on spring break right now. I'm enjoying the nice weather here in Maryland, but missing my beau at the same time. Poor thing. He's all stressed out from work and school. He does so much. 18 credit hours, working all the time. I feel so bad for him and I wish I could be there. This leads me to what might happen next year. It is the big issue I've been dealing with lately. Although, it seems like I am ALWAYS dealing with it. I just wish we could all be together in one spot- me, Sam, my family and friends. This would happen if Sam came down here to go to school but there's no way, fiscally, that he could do that. He'd be out of state. So the only option is for me to stay up there. But I DON'T want to go to NCCC next year. It is not the greatest school so I have no acedemic reason to stay and the two hour drive to Sam's every weekend is wearing me out and is ridiculously expensive with gas. There is just no logical reason for it. What I really want to do is go to ACC (Sam's school) and most likely live with him at his mom's house for now. This would be best in my eyes. The problem is convincing my parents. My mom said we need to go over the costs for next year. I said, "Great" cuz I've already gone over them and it would make a whole lotta sense for me to go to ACC over NCCC. I don't know. I feel bad at the same time though because they just want me to go to HCC so that I can stay near them. Which I want but I am tired of being away from Sam. He said the other night that this long distance thing seems to be a pattern with us. And how is it going to be when we break it? Will it not work just because we've gotten used to being together while being miles apart? This worries me and I don't want it to get like that. I am sick of getting used to this. I want to live with him. I think we're ready. Obviously not financially. So me living in his mom's house will be like a stepping stone towards that. I just don't want it to be like I'm going out of my way just to see him every time. And it is. It's a helluva drive when you're doing it every weekened. I'm just tired of it. Anyways, I can't wait until this CRAP is over and done with. I'll just have to cross my fingers for ACC next year.
Okay so I appologize ol' live journal, I have become a slave to the MySpace craze that's sweeping the nation. Once you get passed the whores who on on there just to accumulate a high internet friend count, there's actually some intelligent people on there. Awesome groups. Yeah, I'll stop plugging for myspace now.. um. wow, what has the world come to?
New things:
Classes. It's another semester that is already almost over. I've had some great teachers. I actually had lunch with one of them not too long ago and we talked about MJ legalization!! NOWHERE ELSE BUT COLLEGE MY FRIENDS! And she offered me her raw beans. I feel great. :D
Nape! I got my beautiful neck pierced. It's lovely and if you don't like it, I will assume that you are a jealous, bitter person. So stop being a stick-in-the-mud and admire the piece of metal in the back of my neck!
I'm on spring break right now. I'm enjoying the nice weather here in Maryland, but missing my beau at the same time. Poor thing. He's all stressed out from work and school. He does so much. 18 credit hours, working all the time. I feel so bad for him and I wish I could be there. This leads me to what might happen next year. It is the big issue I've been dealing with lately. Although, it seems like I am ALWAYS dealing with it. I just wish we could all be together in one spot- me, Sam, my family and friends. This would happen if Sam came down here to go to school but there's no way, fiscally, that he could do that. He'd be out of state. So the only option is for me to stay up there. But I DON'T want to go to NCCC next year. It is not the greatest school so I have no acedemic reason to stay and the two hour drive to Sam's every weekend is wearing me out and is ridiculously expensive with gas. There is just no logical reason for it. What I really want to do is go to ACC (Sam's school) and most likely live with him at his mom's house for now. This would be best in my eyes. The problem is convincing my parents. My mom said we need to go over the costs for next year. I said, "Great" cuz I've already gone over them and it would make a whole lotta sense for me to go to ACC over NCCC. I don't know. I feel bad at the same time though because they just want me to go to HCC so that I can stay near them. Which I want but I am tired of being away from Sam. He said the other night that this long distance thing seems to be a pattern with us. And how is it going to be when we break it? Will it not work just because we've gotten used to being together while being miles apart? This worries me and I don't want it to get like that. I am sick of getting used to this. I want to live with him. I think we're ready. Obviously not financially. So me living in his mom's house will be like a stepping stone towards that. I just don't want it to be like I'm going out of my way just to see him every time. And it is. It's a helluva drive when you're doing it every weekened. I'm just tired of it. Anyways, I can't wait until this CRAP is over and done with. I'll just have to cross my fingers for ACC next year.