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I've bene hanigng otu with Danyell and Dan a lot lately. Uhmmm. I can;t find my red journal, handwritten....the one that has EVERYTHING in it...everything including sex, drugs, boys, friends, lying, sneaking around, the things I do, my moms, Paul, Kevin, Ronny, Arizona, I freaking hope to god that my dad isn;t in possesion of it. I told my mom that I've tried coke. She knows what i do, and she does NOT approve of it, but she knows what mny priorities are. And she knows that I'm a teenager, adn I'm going to do the things I do. School first, then friends anf family, then otehr shit. If my dad DOES have it, I'm fucked....royally fucked. I don;t know what woudl happen, i doubt he;d kick me out. But it woudl be such hell I'd kick myself out. Hmm, Hopefully he doesnt have it. later.