Mar 08, 2006 11:28
went thru my photobucket account todayl...... deleted every pictrue that had cade in it. also went thru one of my drawers where i found all the post its he left arund the house for me... and the lamest song ive ever read that he wrote for me.... those all got tore up and thrown away. i must say... it felt real good.
the teacher i went on a few dates with... i seriously doubt anything will come from it. he is an amazing person... but didnt really FEEL anything when we kissed. no sparks. no magic. and thats what im lookin for.... i hadnt been able to stop thinking about him for about a week though. i stopped yesterday. but it was sooo good to have somebody consume my mind again. although it almost drives me crazy. it still feels nice. i hope that i can remain friends with him though, because he really is an incredible person.
man i feel like i havent been on lj in a while. ive been workin my ass off in school. yesterday i had a test at 6pm. so i went up to school at 10am and started doin homework and studyin.... today i have a paper due at 3. im going to go to my teachers office tho at 2... see if theres any mistakes i should fix before i turn in my final draft. i dont know if ialready wrote about this..but i did a presentation in my explanations for crime class on legalizing marijuana. it was a group project. we got a 100%. im so happy. in that particular class. ive gotten perfect score on every single assignment and a 94 on the first test. second test is next week..... im so happy with myself and how i am doing!!
spring break starts for me in 8 days.... i will be headin to savannah to party my ass off and get so wasted!! i think when i get back i might go with carly to miami too. or else i might just go see kienan in lake city. i dunno yet. but i want to make the best out of this spring break and just be fucked up the entire time. lol. (my goals are so high!) hahaha.
oh well. in other news.... i feel like i never go out anymore. its very rare.. i do plan on going out this friday night though!! to thee imperial!!! freak nasty fridays following a show. sounds good to me. free beer and you've got my attention.
the pearl or eclipse ae possibilities for thursday night.
i miss all of my "riverside" friends. i miss steve. and dennis ho. and aaron. and erin. and holly. and courtney. and the list goes on and on and on......
<3 i <3 you all.