You're the only one that leaves me completely breathless..
This past weekend was a fun + relaxing one. Friday we won the game vs. Shrewsbury 29-7, Saturday I went with Austins parents to watch his first real game:)..He did sooo good, he is one person whoI can safely say makes me proud, + makes me put on a real smile. So I came home + went to bed real early. Sunday consisted of some hardcorse studying for Anatomy + finishing my 4 page paper for English. While watching the Real World marathon. It made me spend a lot of time with my older sister + mom so it was pretty cool. Cheering today was good, got a good amount done. I don't think I have ever worked that hard, I got pretty damn beat up.
AH HOW COULD I HAVE FORGOTTEN TO MENTION THAT DANCE STARTS THIS WEEK!! HOLY SHIT I AM SO EXCITED. ALL MY CLASSES ARENT ON ONE DAY ANYMORE THOUGH. HIP-HOP + TAP ON WEDNESDAY and ACROBATICS ON THURSDAY. I GOT TO WORK MY ASS OFF THIS YEAR IF THIS IS WHAT I WANT TO DO WITH MY LIFE. I LOVE DANCING AND THATS ALL I EVER WANT TO DO. CHOREOGRAPH. I'M SO EXCITED. MAYBE THIS YEAR AUSTIN WILL ACTUALLY SEE ME IN MY RECITAL, AND SEE HOW HARD I WORK ALL YEAR ROUND. HMMM:), IM SOOO HAPPY.
Anyways.. Austin's coming home this weekend I cannot wait. I have seen him every weekend since hes been gone, but now hes coming to me + will get to have a break from that hell hole. I'm going to make him my special chicken, yum. :).
People are really pissing me off.. I think its pretty bad when you can't tell your own friends when you're going back out with your boyfriend because you know how much he hurts you. I have a friend with a shitty boyfriend + they've broken up 5-6 times in the past few months.. it makes me so mad that she never learns. Hes not anything special.. but in some weird way I guess he is to her. I truthfully see him as basically nothing, but its not my business to tell the world all about this boys life either. It's just to bad. She won't even tell me when they break up cause she knows ill say.. "I told you so". I was really excited when they once broke up and she said to me. "Keep me away from him and we'll spend a lot of time together since Austin is leaving we can hang out a lot"... next thing I know, shes back to him barely ever hearing from her.
well ive vented enough, + been happy enough.
too many emotions. BLAH.
AH HOW COULD I HAVE FORGOTTEN TO MENTION THAT DANCE STARTS THIS WEEK!! HOLY SHIT I AM SO EXCITED. ALL MY CLASSES ARENT ON ONE DAY ANYMORE THOUGH. HIP-HOP + TAP ON WEDNESDAY and ACROBATICS ON THURSDAY. I GOT TO WORK MY ASS OFF THIS YEAR IF THIS IS WHAT I WANT TO DO WITH MY LIFE. I LOVE DANCING AND THATS ALL I EVER WANT TO DO. CHOREOGRAPH. I'M SO EXCITED. MAYBE THIS YEAR AUSTIN WILL ACTUALLY SEE ME IN MY RECITAL, AND SEE HOW HARD I WORK ALL YEAR ROUND. HMMM:), IM SOOO HAPPY.
Anyways.. Austin's coming home this weekend I cannot wait. I have seen him every weekend since hes been gone, but now hes coming to me + will get to have a break from that hell hole. I'm going to make him my special chicken, yum. :).
People are really pissing me off.. I think its pretty bad when you can't tell your own friends when you're going back out with your boyfriend because you know how much he hurts you. I have a friend with a shitty boyfriend + they've broken up 5-6 times in the past few months.. it makes me so mad that she never learns. Hes not anything special.. but in some weird way I guess he is to her. I truthfully see him as basically nothing, but its not my business to tell the world all about this boys life either. It's just to bad. She won't even tell me when they break up cause she knows ill say.. "I told you so". I was really excited when they once broke up and she said to me. "Keep me away from him and we'll spend a lot of time together since Austin is leaving we can hang out a lot"... next thing I know, shes back to him barely ever hearing from her.
well ive vented enough, + been happy enough.
too many emotions. BLAH.