Aug 28, 2005 22:29
I really haven't gotten that depressed in weeks. Maybe months.. but this week has been an on going on. I'm so scared of life right now and what obstacles it's going to throw me. Everyone's busy so I have no one to vent out to or even just have a talk with I don't want to be stuck inside my home tonight. Why aren't you saving me? This whole situation isn't even close to being right, life is so messed up, + in no way easy, I wish I had a book that happily led me through life so I could know whats in for me tomorrow, the next week or even like months from now. Love might be the best pleasure but its also by far the worst pain.
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