Jun 11, 2007 13:25
It always seems like I want to write the most when I'm avoiding writing a paper. Especially one I have no idea how to start or what angle to take. Summer school started off with the best intentions ever, but now was the worst idea I've had so far this summer. Ha, summer, summer still hasen't started for me. I had a weekend off from Columbia just to start up again at IPFW. And my mind is acting like it is on summer, I can't pull anything higher than a C on any of my tests (which are all essays, and yet I still manage to get exactly the same score on every one).
I'm beginning to get burnt out. I've been working at Payless since I've been home too, I get about 25-28 hours a week. And now I've finally gotten a second job that I never thought after all these years of bugging the owner I would actually get. I work at Wooden Nickel on Anthony about 15 hours a week right now as well. Which equals out to no days off of work, which I am experiencing this week. I don't know what to do either, because there are only 3 employees working there right now including myself and the other guys work about 40+ hours a week, and I was supposed to go to Chicago this weekend to see some close friends and relatives that are coming in from England - who only come over every 5 or so years. I found out today I'm scheduled to work Saturday night when I'm in Chicago, but I don't want to say no and make those guys work even more- so it looks like I'm saying by Brits, see ya in 5 years and working Saturday night. Yay. Oh well, at least I do have two jobs I enjoy.
I've been stuck in this weird mood/funk recently and I can't seem to get out of it. I can't decide if its because of all this work and school, because love is in the air for everyone but me, or just because I'm turning emo from to much stress, but I hope it ends soon.
Paramore's new cd comes out tomorrow, but my manager at Wooden Nickel just called to let me know my copy is in today, I'm very excited. Go pick one up if your guilty pleasure for music is pop-punk.
I'm becoming a red-head on Wednesday, that also will be fun/expensive.
Hope all is well from the abyss of people who still use livejournal.
-Ashley