Lets take walk back into the past.

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I cant be myself anymore I dont know how. I despritly hate this. This isnt like me, I mean the last entry, what I'm doing seems to make sence but its doesnt. None of this makes sence. Its not like me to push people away. I supose I have lost myself. Something in me says that its proabably better if I stay away, and then something replys saying im making the biggest mistake of my life. I cant wait untill I cant feel anymore.

"You know I'll call you eventually, when I wanna talk, 'til then you're invisible.."