Jan 19, 2005 23:45
they blindfolded her
and spun her in circles
so she would
find her way here
by no other means
then her intuition
,said the shotgun to the head. ~ Saul Williams
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as much as i would like to recall beautiful memories and force myself in to contentment, i have not the energy or the time. separation from those you love and claustrophobia from being smothered by those you hate, can make one quite weary. weary doesn't begin to describe it.
graduation can't come soon enough. i need to have a plan.. a goal.. a something for god's sake.
Panic, my cat, is crawling up the window screen. i have 10 foot windows. i'm about to have to play kitty rescue..in the cold..with no shoes on.
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The cat has been saved.
and my feet are wet.
i stayed at books a million for far too long today. i ran into michael reeves on the way out. things change, but lord that boy will forever hit on me. he always used to say that it will be different when i'm legal(he's 5 or 6 years my senior). my brother's friends are dumb.
the act burns like herpes. i did horribly on it even considering i fell asleep in the science portion. so tomorrow i suppose i will make yet another trip to bam and purchase an act prep book. eh
the garden state soundtrack is beautiful and highly recommended by moi.
"when all words fail she speaks
her mix tape's a masterpiece
walks through the garden
so the roses can see
Oh I...Have you got nothing to say?
and you can see the daisies in her footsteps
dandelions, butterflies
I wanna be kate
kate...kate...kate
everyday she wears the same thing
i think she smokes pot
she's everything i want
she's everything i'm not
oh i...have you got nothing to say?"
Ben Folds Five-Kate
we can music like we can make do