Jun 06, 2005 17:29
soooo today I decided when I got home
I've got to stop relying on people.
Its kinda a sucky realization when you figure out that
you arent as cared about as you once thought
and thats fine, I guess.
I mean, I have beautiful wonderful friends.
but sometimes I just set myself up for dissapointment.
I know, I know that every person has there own priorites
and thats fine, I just don't understand a lot of things sometimes.
I'm going to the sierras for a weekish bymyself now
and it sucks,
because no one will go with me
when my mom told me to invite someone...i didnt know it would be this hard
thats when I realized ive gotta stop relying on people so much.
So I think this summer, I'm going to be doing a lot of hanging out bymyself
so someone who isnt to cool for me, because maybe they dont drive yet...
would like to hang out
let me know cause I'm down.
sorry I dont have a license but I didn't know that meant that the brakes were used for everything,
including being best friends.