This is the longest post of my life.
i'm a slacker to the max.
it's weird how just like last time,
I don't get nothing until I stop giving
I wish it wasnt like that
but it seems thats the only way it works and it sucks!
because I care about you and dont want you to think that I don't.
I did a lot of talking to myself today, it was fun.
Keeping myself cool was about the hardest thing ever
I've never had that big of an urge to strangle my sister.
I thought about a lot of things.
of somethings that I don't have anymore because I just kinda walked away from them.
ot maybe its not even that, but they just aren't there anymore.
I miss the way I used to be with my faith
I'm not going to go into detail of what I mean but I just hate the way I let one thing ruin it.
I miss ashley and shannon so much.
I was thinking about it, and I miss those times like no other.
going on shannons roof, walking and getting mexican food, laughing for no reason.
I miss party nights with pistolita.
I miss that whole weekend when hollys dad was out of town
and we saw scarlet symphony.
I miss anaheim that one night with kristin.
I miss so many things.
seeing michael today confirmed feelings and things with me, and that what made my day turn from crap to wonderful.
The end.
it's weird how just like last time,
I don't get nothing until I stop giving
I wish it wasnt like that
but it seems thats the only way it works and it sucks!
because I care about you and dont want you to think that I don't.
I did a lot of talking to myself today, it was fun.
Keeping myself cool was about the hardest thing ever
I've never had that big of an urge to strangle my sister.
I thought about a lot of things.
of somethings that I don't have anymore because I just kinda walked away from them.
ot maybe its not even that, but they just aren't there anymore.
I miss the way I used to be with my faith
I'm not going to go into detail of what I mean but I just hate the way I let one thing ruin it.
I miss ashley and shannon so much.
I was thinking about it, and I miss those times like no other.
going on shannons roof, walking and getting mexican food, laughing for no reason.
I miss party nights with pistolita.
I miss that whole weekend when hollys dad was out of town
and we saw scarlet symphony.
I miss anaheim that one night with kristin.
I miss so many things.
seeing michael today confirmed feelings and things with me, and that what made my day turn from crap to wonderful.
The end.