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the last cuple days blew but o well. I am feeling better. Me and alyssa are still talking just not as much as we used to, at least we are still friends. I still talk to kevyn but its not that way it was before, mainly cuz he talks alot and i talk very little. Im still pissed at him, and that feeling wont go away ever, but thats ok. The show on friday was pritty good, ringworm kicked ass and converge was amazing...I did a pritty good job of keeping my mind off alyssa and kevyn till the end of the show. during converge i started thinking, i dunno y it struck me like out of no where. Rachel noticed and was like "whats up" and i put on a fake smile and said "nothing". Beth didn't go. Mike was like "vinny's woman didn't show" shane was like "beth??".. that confussed me haha i didn't know me and beth were togeather.. i still don't think we are. I don't see my self being with any1 for a lil while. I still care about Alyssa evin though ill never get the chance i had again. Id prolly go out with beth if i knew her better haha, we don't evin talk realy, i realy don't see us making a good couple yet..HAHA i don't think she likes me anyways haha. I whent on alyssa's open diary like have been for like the past week or 2, to see what was goin on. It wouldnt let me get on. im guessing she changed the password. I guess that means she dosnt trust me .. or maybe she dose, i dunno. O well. Nick is comming over on thrusday to jam.. We are gunna talk to some people from around the area and get a hardcore band goin, i get to sing
:-). Im gettin my drum set next friday. that is gunna be awsome. I wanted to have practice this friday but shane got kicked out of his house and mikes all emo cuz hes g/f dumped him.. wich actually i can understand. so i guess i can't consider him emo..Rachel A is talkin to me.. She says that she loves me and all this other crapp. i do admit i care about her but im not goin back out with her. Cait is talking to me about how she is gunna dump jordan and what not cuz hes making her feel like shit.. I don't plan on goin back out with her either. Bury Your Dead is on the 18th!! i can't wait.. beth promised that she'll be there and every1 else is gunna be there too. so it should be fun. OH!!! danielle might go!! that would be so pimp! i havn't seen her in 5 years...
:-). Im gettin my drum set next friday. that is gunna be awsome. I wanted to have practice this friday but shane got kicked out of his house and mikes all emo cuz hes g/f dumped him.. wich actually i can understand. so i guess i can't consider him emo..Rachel A is talkin to me.. She says that she loves me and all this other crapp. i do admit i care about her but im not goin back out with her. Cait is talking to me about how she is gunna dump jordan and what not cuz hes making her feel like shit.. I don't plan on goin back out with her either. Bury Your Dead is on the 18th!! i can't wait.. beth promised that she'll be there and every1 else is gunna be there too. so it should be fun. OH!!! danielle might go!! that would be so pimp! i havn't seen her in 5 years...