Mar 31, 2009 19:40
i'm such an old disgusted man.
i’m looking calm at all these feelings around me.
i’m disgusted with them.
all these young boys and girls.
disgusting.
i’m such an old geezer.
everything around me just doesn’t make sense.
i’d like to sit in my chair.
i’d like to sit in my old chair.
i also would like to sit in my chair.
there are many things that i can do.
i can. for example. sit in my chair.
oh..i’d love to sit in my chair.
i’m disgusted with all these chairs around me.
with all these words. flying about like some bothersome muscidae.
with all these feelings that try to approach me.
go away i say to them.
go away to your little houses in those little boxes.
try not to disturb me.
i’m just an old man.
you don’t need me.
i don’t need you either.
i don’t need a chair to sit.
i can do all the whole by my own.
i’ll just sit in my chair. in my empty room. in my chapped house. with some mold on the face. laughing with my rasping voice about all these stupid things. all these stupid people. i am old. they are young. i’m so so much older. i know everything. my memory just plays tricks with me. i forgot everything. but i’m so clever. i am old and wise. no. don’t try to learn my wisdom. i won’t tell anybody. i’m disgusted. i’m sick. i’ll do some sleep in my wrinkles. goodnight.