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[itisntmine]

I know I hold him back. All of them. I know, I know, I know, I know. Pinyin sǐ. Tetraphobia. Can't counter this bad luck, can't shake the destruction she brings. Your screams don't remind her of what she already knows.

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[river_guardian]

Fang Xin. There's nothing to worry about. What's upset you?

[itisntmine]

Their ghosts. I see and I hear and I know but they won't stop their shouting.

[river_guardian]

You're seeing people who aren't there too?

What kinds of things are they saying?

[itisntmine]

Streaming conscious. Things they think but they don't say.

I know it's my fault. I know.

[river_guardian]

Your fault? No. You haven't done anything wrong. You just mind your own business.

Unless there's something I should know about?

[itisntmine]

I took you away from there.

[river_guardian]

What? No! You didn't take me anywhere. I left on my own.

[itisntmine]

The message. I shouldn't have...

[river_guardian]

You shouldn't have? I don't know what I would do if you hadn't! I'm glad you sent it. I'm just sorry I couldn't get there sooner.

[itisntmine]

You could have had a normal life.

[river_guardian]

[river_guardian]

Well, I don't think I could say that I would want one at this point. I would have missed out on a lot of good things and good people.