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my boyfriend is working out of town for the next couple months which of course makes me sad... but there is nohting i can do about it. i dont make enough money as it is and we need a second income to help out with the bills and such so yes it is for the better i know. it will make living a lot more comfortable for the both of us. this is normal for him because he is an electrician but i just cant get used to it. i havent been on in quite some time (20 weeks apparently) but this is my old best friend so here i am. i got up to 120 but have dropped 5 since he's been gone (2 days) i know it always comes off fast at first which makes me happy. hopefully it doesnt stop too soon! i must be atleast 110 hopefully 105 by the time i put on a bathing suit!