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so after being at sf state for a month now,
i have mixed feelings.
i hated it for the first two weeks.
i really wanted to move home really badd.
and then i went home for a weekend spontaneously.
(never take the amtrak from SF to LA,
horrrid idea. took 12 hours..)
and i came back,
and it's getting better.
before i left for home,
i really wanted to leave sf super bad.
nothing badd happened when i went home.
it was actually a really fun weekend.
but for some reason when i came back to sf,
it felt more like home than it did before i left.
i really don't know whyy.
but yeaa... now i'm confused.
i still miss just as much about home as i did the first two weeks.
but i guess since i'm getting closer to tiff (yea i made a friend named tiffany up here),
it's not so bad.
i have someone to run to whenever.
which is nice.
cuz my first two weeks, my roommate didn't help much.
my roommate's tiiight don't get me wrong,
but it's just kinda awkward sometimes.
can't really throw youurself at them and say HEYY LET'S BE CLOSE!
but yeaaa. i really want to be home with people i love though.
cuz i miss them a lottt.
like too much.
poop. what to do?
i have mixed feelings.
i hated it for the first two weeks.
i really wanted to move home really badd.
and then i went home for a weekend spontaneously.
(never take the amtrak from SF to LA,
horrrid idea. took 12 hours..)
and i came back,
and it's getting better.
before i left for home,
i really wanted to leave sf super bad.
nothing badd happened when i went home.
it was actually a really fun weekend.
but for some reason when i came back to sf,
it felt more like home than it did before i left.
i really don't know whyy.
but yeaa... now i'm confused.
i still miss just as much about home as i did the first two weeks.
but i guess since i'm getting closer to tiff (yea i made a friend named tiffany up here),
it's not so bad.
i have someone to run to whenever.
which is nice.
cuz my first two weeks, my roommate didn't help much.
my roommate's tiiight don't get me wrong,
but it's just kinda awkward sometimes.
can't really throw youurself at them and say HEYY LET'S BE CLOSE!
but yeaaa. i really want to be home with people i love though.
cuz i miss them a lottt.
like too much.
poop. what to do?