Probably TMI
I am very very constipated. It's fucking with me because I'm very bloated and I keep feeling this rise of panic inside because I think on and off that I've gained another ton of weight.
I tried drinking milk (usually sure fire) I tried drinking some of that nasty fasting tea I have and nothing.
It doesn't help that the piece of shit cd deck in this computer scratched the shit out of my current favorite cd. And it's one of the few I haven't been able to find and download.
I'm feeling unwell and unhappy. That anger is bubbling beneath the surface. I want to start screaming but there's no point.
I'm tired of myself.
I should just let someone else front and go. Fuck this shit.
I tried drinking milk (usually sure fire) I tried drinking some of that nasty fasting tea I have and nothing.
It doesn't help that the piece of shit cd deck in this computer scratched the shit out of my current favorite cd. And it's one of the few I haven't been able to find and download.
I'm feeling unwell and unhappy. That anger is bubbling beneath the surface. I want to start screaming but there's no point.
I'm tired of myself.
I should just let someone else front and go. Fuck this shit.