Jarred
bud wandered off somewhere. Smiling and muttering about flowers and something she calls lands like light. I have no idea what the hell she was talking about but she seemed happy.
Wow I added someone to my friends list. Hello.
There's news. My libido seems to be returning. However it's still not quite right. While I do want to be with my man I have this terrible burning urge to find someone to screw violently for a few hours. Shake hands share a smoke and walk away.
I think that's mostly because of pent up energy. I get antsy and want to do something but I rarely if ever know what that something actully might be. So that's that.
Anything else.
Not really. I actually have the money to buy some boots I really want but goddamn they are not carrying them anymore. Fucking hell. I had a fit but I'm over it. Trying to decide if I can figure out how to do my own extensions. That would keep me semi-occupied for some time I'd think.
I'm trying to just keep myself from freaking out on a global catastrophic level. It's only semi-working. On one hand I'm neither suicidal nor am I homicidal. However at this point I'm easily tipped toward the latter and it's not a good mental state. Wanting to stab, maim and/or seriously fuck up *tm most people I see makes for long days.
I think that's all I have to say right now about that.
Wow I added someone to my friends list. Hello.
There's news. My libido seems to be returning. However it's still not quite right. While I do want to be with my man I have this terrible burning urge to find someone to screw violently for a few hours. Shake hands share a smoke and walk away.
I think that's mostly because of pent up energy. I get antsy and want to do something but I rarely if ever know what that something actully might be. So that's that.
Anything else.
Not really. I actually have the money to buy some boots I really want but goddamn they are not carrying them anymore. Fucking hell. I had a fit but I'm over it. Trying to decide if I can figure out how to do my own extensions. That would keep me semi-occupied for some time I'd think.
I'm trying to just keep myself from freaking out on a global catastrophic level. It's only semi-working. On one hand I'm neither suicidal nor am I homicidal. However at this point I'm easily tipped toward the latter and it's not a good mental state. Wanting to stab, maim and/or seriously fuck up *tm most people I see makes for long days.
I think that's all I have to say right now about that.