Feb 23, 2006 20:31
Yesterday...
-My mother was in a car accident. And the prison didn't bother to call anyone in the family. Pissed me off.
-Doctors appt. checked out the lump on my arm. Didn't know what it was and was suspicious about it because it just came suddenly. So they froze it just incase it was cancerous and it will fall off in 3 weeks or so. It hurt like a mother after it was done. It looked nasty today.
-Kacie's 9th birthday party. That was the first time I skated in a year. My legs hurt today. I skated for maybe a half hour, just long enough to do the corner game!
-Came home and went to bed. I was trying to stay awake to watch Peter Pan: Return to Neverland. But after I got off the phone with Missy at 8 I just crashed and fell asleep until 10:30. That made me mad because I missed the first half of Project Runway. Which was only talk time with all the contestants, but I still wanted to see it.
Today...
-Woke up and didnt feel like getting out of bed. Felt like shit and that I was dead.
-Made it through most of the day and then decided I would go down to the nurse and try to weasle my way home. That didn't work.
-Went to 8th period English. Took a stupid essay test that I knew nothing about because he didnt give me make up from friday when I wasnt there. Then I was going to leave and he said I couldn't leave until I handed in an essay that we have had for only 2 days. And every other class has 4 days to do it. So I BS it and handed it in.
-9th period was fine. I bought choc. because I have been craving it so badly.
-Came home got mail from colleges. Finally got a response from Elizabethtown. They denied me. I don't care, I didnt really want to go there anyways. I am perfectly fine at slippery rock.
-Got a call from my dad. I knew it was bad right away. He talks to my mom and well I finally got the news I have been dreading all week. Annegret passed away last night. She was at home and my dad was with her. At least she is not in pain anymore. We go down sunday for the viewing and then Tuesday is the actual funeral. She wanted cremated so they are doing that and then she is being buried with Jacob. I will probably not come home from sunday till tuesday so I won't be at school. It just doesn't seem real to me. Seriously, I feel that I will go down and see her. But reality is going to hit and she won't be there. I never expected her to have this much impact on my life.
Warren kids. I'm sorry I am not there this weekend. I wanted so much to be there but I just can't. I will be there next time. I love you all.
Love, Megs