it .all. falls down

[ithoughtsh3kn3w]

please, please forgive me
but i won't be home again
maybe someday you'll look up
and very consciencely you'll seem to notice
isn't something missing
and isn't someone missing me?
even though i'm the sacrifice
you won't shine for me
not now
though i'd die just to know u love me
i'm all alone
isn't something missing...
lost in a dying world
i reach for something more
i have grown so weary of this life i live
crawling through this haze
as disease flows through my veins
i look into myself
but my own heart has been changed
i can't go on like this
- i loathe all i've become -
and i,
i've woken now
to find myself
in the shadows of all i have created
i'm longing to
be lost in you...
won't you take me away
...from me