Jul 19, 2006 22:27
work shirts are hideous. especially oversized baby blue ones. the combination of my haircut, glasses, and workshirt is frightening. i feel like people who drive through my toll are like, 'aw, poor girl, someone should buy that little butchy girl contacts and tell her that mullets are for men in the south, in the 80s.'
im going to see fiona apple at the fleet boston pavillion on friday night, and im so excited it hurts. she will be amazing, obviously. i think that she snuck her gorgeous and haggard self inside of my body for certain periods of my life and wrote songs about them. i love her like crazy. so friday will be an experience.
tomorrow i think im going to go into town to buy some cheesy boston touristy things to bring with me to california. i want to buy one of those shirts that says, "someone in boston loves me". anybody know where they sell those?
id like to go for a nice bike ride soon followed by some cold iced tea and mac and cheese. not cold mac and cheese, warm mac and cheese with cold iced tea.
on a stupid note, i dont like the lonely feeling. and i only seem to get it early in the morning or at night when im tired. i want the opportunity to cuddle and be cuddled again. along with the opportunity to hold hands and have my forehead kissed. and i hate the radio for playing songs that make me remember. so many songs are tied to so many things that make me remember, and give me bad butterflies, and make me lonely. good thing i have wonderful friends, and leftover thai food.