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very quick lj update.
i've been super busy latley with all sorts of stuff and i dont have a computer so its hard to update. i always feel like kinda an ass when i go over someones house and do it. however i'm at adams and i'm going to make this quick cuz i've already spent most of my time up here when he cancled plans to chill with me.
as i've said i've been busy. winter guard started every monday and now i'm in the fall production of grease. i guess it would be winter wouldnt it? anyways its on the 7th and 8th of december and everyone should go, there are some great people playing leads and a few really cool extras like yours truley.
latley i've been extermely split between this big desision i'm supposed to be makeing. i dont see why people cant butt out of it and let me live how i want to with out this. for some reason people think they can do what ever they want to to me and i'll always be there to forgive them.
the sad thing about that last statement is that its true.
so i dont really have nething to say actually....sence the last update in what september, ummmmmmmmmm....... i went to homecoming with andrew, that only sucked, but whatever the past is the past, we got 2's at festivle, umm i saw bee movie? yeah life has been pretty uneventfull latley and well i've been working on that to stop being like that. i think thats why i joined the play, 1) something to do and 2)something eventful in my life.
i guess thats what i'm really looking for
something to come out of nowhere and attack me
a good attack of corse
and just suprise the hell out of me and make me glad.
but for now life is life
and i really have been working on complaing lately because when i was at church wednesday my (really cute) youth pastor guy (not really a youth pastor just teaches wednesday nights hes only like 21 so i dont think hes aloud...) was talking about how there's always someone out there who has it worse then you.
and really there is
also thats why i think i've been so active in the toy drive at school latley
i even when to my grandmas today to work for some money and i got $30, and i'm poor and that could mean a new pari of pants or something else i dont need but insted i'm using it for the kids and i think thats whats really important, you know how shitty it must feel to have no gifts on christmas?? even though thats not what it's about its just still a huge dissapointment. i've never had a crazy amount under the tree but we've always had something and i think thats what they should have.
wow this really wasnt short.
if you read it all i love you!!
i've been super busy latley with all sorts of stuff and i dont have a computer so its hard to update. i always feel like kinda an ass when i go over someones house and do it. however i'm at adams and i'm going to make this quick cuz i've already spent most of my time up here when he cancled plans to chill with me.
as i've said i've been busy. winter guard started every monday and now i'm in the fall production of grease. i guess it would be winter wouldnt it? anyways its on the 7th and 8th of december and everyone should go, there are some great people playing leads and a few really cool extras like yours truley.
latley i've been extermely split between this big desision i'm supposed to be makeing. i dont see why people cant butt out of it and let me live how i want to with out this. for some reason people think they can do what ever they want to to me and i'll always be there to forgive them.
the sad thing about that last statement is that its true.
so i dont really have nething to say actually....sence the last update in what september, ummmmmmmmmm....... i went to homecoming with andrew, that only sucked, but whatever the past is the past, we got 2's at festivle, umm i saw bee movie? yeah life has been pretty uneventfull latley and well i've been working on that to stop being like that. i think thats why i joined the play, 1) something to do and 2)something eventful in my life.
i guess thats what i'm really looking for
something to come out of nowhere and attack me
a good attack of corse
and just suprise the hell out of me and make me glad.
but for now life is life
and i really have been working on complaing lately because when i was at church wednesday my (really cute) youth pastor guy (not really a youth pastor just teaches wednesday nights hes only like 21 so i dont think hes aloud...) was talking about how there's always someone out there who has it worse then you.
and really there is
also thats why i think i've been so active in the toy drive at school latley
i even when to my grandmas today to work for some money and i got $30, and i'm poor and that could mean a new pari of pants or something else i dont need but insted i'm using it for the kids and i think thats whats really important, you know how shitty it must feel to have no gifts on christmas?? even though thats not what it's about its just still a huge dissapointment. i've never had a crazy amount under the tree but we've always had something and i think thats what they should have.
wow this really wasnt short.
if you read it all i love you!!