you're goddamn right the subject line is optional
i woke up at 11:00 this morning and still felt tired. it took me awhile to get to sleep last night. i couldnt get my mind to shut up. i do that a lot. i dont really even remeber what i was thinking about, but i guess it was important. my grandparents came today an hour or two ago, and i guess im supposed to be visiting with them, but they're pretty boring.
anyways...
i printed up some new stickers... and stuck them on stuff... i saw some friends... the same ones as the other day. thats pretty much all i do when im here. hang out with them and make art. and swim. and write in this dumb journal.
it seems like everything is pretty fucked up. im really getting sick of it all. thats the hard part about divorce. when someone dies you mourn for a while, and then after a year or so you feel better and can go on. with divorce, at least for the kids, you get a constant reminder of how screwed up your life is. every school vacation i look forward to and dread. i feel really unbalanced. it makes everything else really rough, too. my mom moved after the divorce, and moving is hard. but with these constant visits i feel like i cant get past it.
ok
enough complaining.
bye.
anyways...
i printed up some new stickers... and stuck them on stuff... i saw some friends... the same ones as the other day. thats pretty much all i do when im here. hang out with them and make art. and swim. and write in this dumb journal.
it seems like everything is pretty fucked up. im really getting sick of it all. thats the hard part about divorce. when someone dies you mourn for a while, and then after a year or so you feel better and can go on. with divorce, at least for the kids, you get a constant reminder of how screwed up your life is. every school vacation i look forward to and dread. i feel really unbalanced. it makes everything else really rough, too. my mom moved after the divorce, and moving is hard. but with these constant visits i feel like i cant get past it.
ok
enough complaining.
bye.