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[ithinkimdead]

I DONT WANT TO GROW UP

like the fox in that story,
the prize looks real sour
but its' only cause i lost it.
'she's just a bitch'
but then i scold myself for my disrespect.
she's more than a prize and never a bitch.
i'm losing this game,
and i'm not having fun anymore.
but my feelings don't seem at all valid,
since not more than two months ago
i saw them in the eyes of this friend,
and i was to blame.
and i was happy.
if this was in a movie it'd be cliche.
if i was reading it from a book,
i'd put it down.
but reality is no art to be judged.
its harsh and complicated.
peter pan's a dickhead.