confusion

[ithilimp]

so many people
so little time
nothing to keep me
from feeling benign
without a purpose
time moves so slow
but so many people
don't really know

so many decisions
i have to make
yet here i am worried
that i'll make a mistake
so much sadness
with each step i take
knowing deep down feelings of secret disgrace

time moves so slowly
when the roads hidden deep
things are so lonely
when bitter secrets one keeps
when can i forget them
i'm not really sure
when can i be free of them
perhaps i'll never know