Dec 12, 2011 02:06
yes i am alive.
anyways i've been busy, and atm i can't sleep.
so i've been reading about these really cool ant farms and sea monkeys.
something simple, and neat to watch, that requires little to no maintenance.
but they could still entertain me, i know that they wouldn't love me... but i could pretend that they did. all those adorable little creatures, swimming in circles, or carving out tunnels for my amusement, just to make me happy.
makes me sound like i have a complex...or i'm lonely ~_~
i dunno... i wonder how many ants come in an ant far.... i wonder how i could tell them apart ~_~
and what about sea monkeys? they're supposed to live 2 years.... i wonder if they really do.
how long do ant farms live?
my fish is still alive... but he's got a bump growing on him.... am not sure if it's from his food, or his age, or if maybe he's just dying ~_~
fishy is very good, he makes me laugh.... he puffs his face up and makes faces at me... i don't mind that he bites now and then ~_~ but i dunno what am gonna do when he dies....
is kind of why i want to find something new to start distracting me ~_~ not that i think boy would understand.
i just want to feel needed ~_~
'cause if nobody needs me.... what's the point of me being here?
fish