What's wrong with me?

[ithilimp]

We had a great halloween party last night.

my friends are awesome, and i didn't hear any complaints, we didn't make a mess, no one was injured, the house wasn't set on fire.

but i feel extremely... disappointed. And sad.

i feel very very very sad today. and lonely. and it's a scary feeling.

i feel the way i do when i want to do very very bad things.

i don't want to do bad things.

but bad things make bad feelings go away ~_~

I wish i was normal ~_~