It's that time of year again...
birthday time! BLECH! BUT i got me what i wanted... but i found them accidently XD even though i know i shouldn't have bought them... am looking at it this way... for the price of less than 3 of them at original price, i got all eight sets... i think i did really well, and even my mother was impressed by what i bought. I'm not saying what i bought because it's a little embarrassing, but i will say that it's something i can wear, and it makes me feel spekkle.
And then of course Boy's birthday is saterday XD. i got boy a birthday present he likes, and he's determined to get me something even though i told him not to XD. I told him if he wantsa get me something he can get me something at the Renn faire and he said "nuuuuu" cause he wantsa get it for meh birthday... i just want it to be over with.
oh god am talking sl speak ~_~
ANYWAY. my family is coming to the rescue tommorrow, and they're going to help us finish moving our stuff over to the temp local. But then i guess i can relax... i just hope that everything goes smoothley and that theree's no fighting. Which means am spending most of tommorrow cleaning, packing, and organizing and cleaning... did i say cleaning?
Boy wants to go to Darien lake on saterday.. but it's gonna be really expensive ~_~, plus it's not like it won't be there all summer... but i have friday-monday off... and it's kinda like a mini vacation for me...or it would be if i didna have to work on moving all day tommorrow ~_~. Tonight am plannning on going back to the old APT and taking apart my computer and then dismanteling everything off the two desks and getting things all set to move ~_~ i wish that i wasn't so nervous about the whole thing... but i wish that Boy seemed more put together about it. He doesn't seem to be very set one way or the other about the whole thing.
I'm stressed about it because...well for a lot of reasons that is hard to figure out entirely ~_~
i don't know what i want anymore...
i mean... sometimes i wish i could run away from everything and just... fade away...
but i know that i can't... not just yet.... i keep telling msyself that though...and i still wanna disapear...it's not like am doing anything interesting anyway ~_~
And then of course Boy's birthday is saterday XD. i got boy a birthday present he likes, and he's determined to get me something even though i told him not to XD. I told him if he wantsa get me something he can get me something at the Renn faire and he said "nuuuuu" cause he wantsa get it for meh birthday... i just want it to be over with.
oh god am talking sl speak ~_~
ANYWAY. my family is coming to the rescue tommorrow, and they're going to help us finish moving our stuff over to the temp local. But then i guess i can relax... i just hope that everything goes smoothley and that theree's no fighting. Which means am spending most of tommorrow cleaning, packing, and organizing and cleaning... did i say cleaning?
Boy wants to go to Darien lake on saterday.. but it's gonna be really expensive ~_~, plus it's not like it won't be there all summer... but i have friday-monday off... and it's kinda like a mini vacation for me...or it would be if i didna have to work on moving all day tommorrow ~_~. Tonight am plannning on going back to the old APT and taking apart my computer and then dismanteling everything off the two desks and getting things all set to move ~_~ i wish that i wasn't so nervous about the whole thing... but i wish that Boy seemed more put together about it. He doesn't seem to be very set one way or the other about the whole thing.
I'm stressed about it because...well for a lot of reasons that is hard to figure out entirely ~_~
i don't know what i want anymore...
i mean... sometimes i wish i could run away from everything and just... fade away...
but i know that i can't... not just yet.... i keep telling msyself that though...and i still wanna disapear...it's not like am doing anything interesting anyway ~_~