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I haven't felt this way in a long time and yet it's a little bit different than it used to be so very long ago. I'm not sure if its real or not.
I also feel like a made a mistake, nothing major. Just a miscalculation...I should have...
I'm so very tired. I need to write a paper and I just don't have the motivation.
Playing one (cheesy) song on repeat. Wishing I was watching a cheesy, romance that will make me cry or some movie that will make me cry. Either that or I will read the last half of OotP. Or maybe just speed through PoA, get that joy and emotion from catching up with long lost friends. I just want to be forced to feel. I'm not neccessarily in a sad mood. You know the feeling when you have all this pent up emotion and no where to put it? Its times like that when I need to escape into something I know will let me vent or at least focus it on something tangable. Book...movie...song...
I'll tell you one thing...writing a paper on gender is not going to give me the release I need. =)
What I really need is to go to bed before midnight. I will make that my goal for the evening.
Current obssession: Peter Pan
Looking through pictures of the past brings a smile and then makes you painfully nostalgic.
I also feel like a made a mistake, nothing major. Just a miscalculation...I should have...
I'm so very tired. I need to write a paper and I just don't have the motivation.
Playing one (cheesy) song on repeat. Wishing I was watching a cheesy, romance that will make me cry or some movie that will make me cry. Either that or I will read the last half of OotP. Or maybe just speed through PoA, get that joy and emotion from catching up with long lost friends. I just want to be forced to feel. I'm not neccessarily in a sad mood. You know the feeling when you have all this pent up emotion and no where to put it? Its times like that when I need to escape into something I know will let me vent or at least focus it on something tangable. Book...movie...song...
I'll tell you one thing...writing a paper on gender is not going to give me the release I need. =)
What I really need is to go to bed before midnight. I will make that my goal for the evening.
Current obssession: Peter Pan
Looking through pictures of the past brings a smile and then makes you painfully nostalgic.