Dec 30, 2004 22:01
I really should be doing just what the title says but I don't want to
just yet. I felt something just a little while
that made me not want to forget it so I must put it
down. I know I am a selfish friend and
sibling and I pray each day that The Lord would forgive me. I
know he does.
Sometimes I get so worked up over some teen weeny little thing and I
make everyone else around me miserable. I get so afraid
something won't work out or will fall through. And when things
change,messing up all my articualate, well-thought-out plans, they are
usually much better than I could've forseen.
And tonight I was made aware that if I just calm down
everyone,including myself, will feel a lot better. I know at
times I don't always act and believe with such faith but I know it's
real in my heart.
And I will remember......................