I should be snoozing.........

Dec 30, 2004 22:01

I really should be doing just what the title says but I don't want to just yet.     I felt something just a little while that made me not want to forget it so I must put it down.      I know I am a selfish friend and sibling and I pray each day that The Lord would forgive me.  I know he does.

Sometimes I get so worked up over some teen weeny little thing and I make everyone else around me miserable.   I get so afraid something won't work out or will fall through.  And when things change,messing up all my articualate, well-thought-out plans, they are usually much better than I could've forseen.

And tonight I was made aware that if I just calm down everyone,including myself, will feel a lot better.  I know at times I don't always act and believe with such faith but I know it's real in my heart.

And I will remember......................
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