not sorry

[itgetsmenowhere]

I’m trapped inside this fucking house
And all I want is fucking out

Just some comfort if you please
It has to find me on my knees

I’m being chased by my own fears
All I have to do is ask
And this will go away
But it will bring more
I can’t do this alone any longer

I’m not the man I need to be
But I don’t know how
Lie
I do, I just won’t do it

If I try, I’ll find me help in the Lord
But then it will just come
Harder
Faster
Stronger
That’s what I don’t want to do by my self

I need my helper
The Holy Spirit first
My rib second
though who will put up with filthy me