Come on, Come on, Come on
Today was the opposite of not bad. My brain has had its fair share today, I think he's done for a while. My english teacher tries to make learning fun and everyone but me seems to believe her, I think it might just be something wrong with me. I spent an hour and a half learning about MS paint. And then there are things I can't/don't even want to talk about I want today to be tuesday and let me get a heads up on today. Because I could fix it. I could have made everything great. and the things I've been looking forward to are broken. I did so well, but it just feels like everything is ganging up on me. Like I'm getting attacked from every angle all the time. I'm so tired of it, I really deserve something better. I don't eat, I can't sleep, and nothing ever seems to work out. I just want one thing to work like it does when my eyes are closed. Nothing is good, but everything will be okay because it has to be.