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well lets see ummm right now my life is heading down the drian i keep messing up and im fearing i have ppl talking behind my back and such. i fear ppl are starting to hate me for what iv done in the past. my stop smokeing idea isnt working it just keeps getign worse everytime soemthing bad happens i go to a cig and try to make everything go away or at least get better but no it doesnt. im sorry everyone for anythign i did wrong i didnt mean to. well i have a new band we are called random guys its fun. ummm i have a crush on someone but i dont think anything is gona happen. i dont think she likes me back and that sucks .oh well nothing i plan ever happens right well see ya guys around peace