*MY LAST ENTRY*

Mar 02, 2005 18:48

KAY I'M GOING TO STOP UPDATING!
everyone this will be my last update, it's sad but true.

okay well as u can see my fixing up job for this journal didn't turn out to great lol but yeah..

k well i'm going to tell u what has been up...

FIRST OF ALL k well as most of u know me and Chelsea and Brianne arn't friends anymore, which me an Chelsea never really were but yeah, they still insist on talking crap about me, but for my last entry i'm not going to talk about that.

so besides that, haah we had FCATs and Paco was being so funny! haha i'm so glad he came back to school and that he is in my home room class. but anyway i thjink i did bad on my FCATs! gosh school sucks.

k well about Evan, ya'll knew i had to mention him. i'm so torn in to wiht that subject. I LOVE HIM SOOO MUCH but it's so hard that he's not in Buddy Taylor anymore! i need to see him everyday and i need to know where he is at and if he is okay and i just can' stand that i don't know anything anymore. i'm going to try to make this work, i'm making myself make this work but sometimes, i just can't stand it, u know?

but anyway
for those of u who know the problems with my family and Evan please keep them in ur prayers. (Kayla i'll tell u whats going on later.) but thank you for all of those who have been here for me through this.

k well i'd like to give some shout outs...

*Samantha*- I Love You!! and i'm sorry i'v been freaking out lately, but ever since u'v been going out wiht Stephen, it's just idk i feel ignored. He thinks your going to dump him because i'v been saying that but u better not do that, just pay attention to me 2! lol i sound like a brat. but anyway, i love you, and arn't u happy i'm getting ride of this thing. *the perfect day the go ridin' with your best friend* I LOVE U!

*Kayla*- gosh ever since that one long tlk outside when Ms. lighhead was around u and me havn' really been that close... SAD! i miss u and it seems to me were r getting closer again :D i hope so! i love u whon ton soup! haha aww sorry i couldn't help it. lol !bad girls bad girls whatcha ganna do whatcha ganna do when they come for u! woo hoo. i <3 U! p.s. i'm so happy for u and Mike! good luck wiht that!! :D u have changed him soo much, he really likes u u can just tell.

*Alex*- hey nicca! gosh it amazes me how long we have been friends and how close we have stayed! this friendship really is amazing! i don't really know what else to say except i hope this friendship lasts for many more years! and it's okay that u r bad at giving advice! haha i stil love u!

*Brittany*- hey cu! lol wow lately u and me and been so much better! i'm so glad we made this truse thing! i love u and i love hanging out wiht u and i really hope it works this time! hopefully i can come over this weekend! gosh i'm just so happy! i didn't realize how much i missed u. i can't freaking wait til' u move!

*Stephanie*- hey hunny! lol i don't know y i just called u tht haha but anyway! i am so sorry about u and Daniel! i love u! and i'm also sorry that i had to be the one to tell u but i know if i was ni that position i would want to know and i know u would ahve told me. no offence to Daniel but Stephanie come on if u want ot believe it or not u r a BEAUTIFUL YOUNG lady! and u have your hole life to live and i promise u thats not goin to be the last time u get ur heart broken but if he can't see how wonderful u r then screw him! juat remember that i love u and if u need to talk, i'm here!

*Ryan*- haha nigger i did'nt forget u! i love u short shit!! THATS NOT A BAD THING THAT UR SHORT RYAN SO DON'T TAKE IT AS ME BEING MEAN! thank you for helping me when i needed it! even thro it was kinda rude the way u got off the fone lol. when r u going to take me to Friendlies damit! lol i wanna go!! oh oh what about this weekend?? hm. i'll call u. AW I LOVE U NICA!

to everyone else thta i wuld like to say something too most likely wouldn't read this suck as lizzy and Brittany and Kyle C. and Mary Kate and yeah... so to all of u if u do happen to read this i was thining of ya'll and i love u guys 2.:)

k well i wanna watch Bambi, i keep seeing those freaking commercals and i wanna see it lol and there is ANOTHER DANG COCKROACH!! ew!! hah Duke got it lol um.. okay well I LOVE EVAN!!!

AND I LOVE U 2!

AND K THANX FOR READING THIS
AND K THANX FOR EVERYHING
AND K THANX GOOD BYE
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