and life...

May 29, 2004 23:02

WOW

So I have been doing a lot of thinking and this is going to be a really long post. put on your readin glasses.

Lately, I have been so selfish. All I ever think about is what I want and what I think would be good for my life. I have realized that this summer I really need to take time out for God and his will. " Seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you." Matthew 6:33. I mean I need to do some serious praying for guidance. God is so awesome and inspiring, and I have just ignored him. I am stoked about my mission trips this summer... yeah i just said stoked.

On Love

Love, shmove. It will happen when it is right. I have been set on finding my prince charming that i miss opportunities to just make new friends. I am such an optimist, that i find something good about every guy and fall in like with him, but i am such a perfectionist that none of them can live up to my expectations. I mean as someone once said "The perfect guy isn't just gonna fall out of the sky." This another area where I just need to give it up to God. I love whoever God has in store for me, and if I am lucky enough I will eventually get to meet them and be friends with them and way later fall in love.

My Job

I GOT A JOB!!! yes, i am so excited.... I am gonna be working at Club LibbyLu in McRae's. I get to put makeup on little girls, and fix their hair and stuff. It is a dream come true for me (the little girl in a 17 year olds body.)

Friends

Friends are complicated. I LOVE my friends. I wish i knew more people who were not so easily stereotyped. Outside the box, i guess.

Music

The Postal Service " Such Great Heights" is such an awesome song.... I wish I had time to listen to every thing I want to... this is random, but true

Books

I used to read soooooo much, now i hardly ever get the chance. I feel dumber for the lack of it. Right now i am reading Anna Karenina by Tolstoy but it is sooooo long. Who knows when I will finish.

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