::sigh::
Well school's been pretty boring lately. I have a term paper due Friday. It has to be 3-5 pages long. And it's so annoying because it's one of those confusing ones where you don't know exactly what the teachers asking for and everytime you ask him for help he explains it the same way and you don't get it.
Alright I'm done with that.lol. I've been so bored lately. There's nothing to do. I don't like working that much but when I get bored like this I look forward to going to it because I stay busy. I mean I have friends come over and stuff but, I don't know...it's hard to explain. There's only so much to do.
My best friend just cheated on her boyfriend. And the sad thing is the boyfriend she had before this one she did the same thing. I want to be there for her but it's just hard when you know it's her fault. You can't support them and be like 'Everything will be alright' because you can't promise something that isn't true. It's hard. She sits there and cries, but she did it. She says she was drunk, but if she could remember it all than couldn't she have stopped or something? Okay, I'll stop.
Umm..let's see, my Dad's having surgery Friday for the second time. Last year he had partial knee replacement but it failed and now the peice in his knee is wearing down. So now he has to get a total knee replacement. I remember how hard it was for him to do it before, I can't imagine what it's gonna be like this time. Last time he ended up with 3 blood clots in his leg. That's when I saw my Dad cry for the first time. And it sucks because all you can do is sit back and watch. He's such a big guy but he can only take so much. I told him that I'm here for him and I'll do what he needs. Ya know, my Dad and I don't have much of a relationship but I make what I can out of it.
Let's see, now my ex-boyfriend is having an emo moment like major and saying all this stuff he's gonna regret tomorrow. He's confusing me. I don't even wanna think about it. He aggravates me...it's hard to talk to him when he's like he is right now.
Anyways, that's enough for tonight.
~What's so easy in the evening by the mornings such a drag.~
Alright I'm done with that.lol. I've been so bored lately. There's nothing to do. I don't like working that much but when I get bored like this I look forward to going to it because I stay busy. I mean I have friends come over and stuff but, I don't know...it's hard to explain. There's only so much to do.
My best friend just cheated on her boyfriend. And the sad thing is the boyfriend she had before this one she did the same thing. I want to be there for her but it's just hard when you know it's her fault. You can't support them and be like 'Everything will be alright' because you can't promise something that isn't true. It's hard. She sits there and cries, but she did it. She says she was drunk, but if she could remember it all than couldn't she have stopped or something? Okay, I'll stop.
Umm..let's see, my Dad's having surgery Friday for the second time. Last year he had partial knee replacement but it failed and now the peice in his knee is wearing down. So now he has to get a total knee replacement. I remember how hard it was for him to do it before, I can't imagine what it's gonna be like this time. Last time he ended up with 3 blood clots in his leg. That's when I saw my Dad cry for the first time. And it sucks because all you can do is sit back and watch. He's such a big guy but he can only take so much. I told him that I'm here for him and I'll do what he needs. Ya know, my Dad and I don't have much of a relationship but I make what I can out of it.
Let's see, now my ex-boyfriend is having an emo moment like major and saying all this stuff he's gonna regret tomorrow. He's confusing me. I don't even wanna think about it. He aggravates me...it's hard to talk to him when he's like he is right now.
Anyways, that's enough for tonight.
~What's so easy in the evening by the mornings such a drag.~