Grow to Love - Part 7
Title: Grow to Love
Author: Zee
Pairing: Nathan/Haley
Rating: FM for now
Disclaimer: Nope, I don’t own a thing!
Summary: Haley grew up knowing little of the outside world. What she did know was that her job was to produce a son. And soon she was getting married
Author’s Note: This has yet to be betaed, so all mistakes are mine
Grow to Love
Pat 8 is coming once I get home. I need a file from there.
Chapter VI - The Wedding Night
Now, just to warn you. I don’t like people who sugarcoat peoples first time experience, so I haven’t. I have written it as realistic as I felt I had to. If you don’t like it or feel offended, I’m sorry. Since I don’t have a beta I don’t know how this chapter will hit people. But I hope you like it.
…closed the door behind them. He was so nervous. He could see that she was nervous too. He didn’t really know what to do. He walked towards the bed, but noticed that she didn’t follow. He walked back to her and took her hand. This time she followed him. They hadn’t said much to each other during the wedding. It didn’t look like they would now either.
He motioned for her to sit on the bed and she did. He sat down next to her. He tried to remember what his brother had told him, but it he couldn’t. They sat there in silence.
“Are you thirsty or hungry? I can go and get something”
He got up and walked towards the door. He turned and looked at her when she didn’t say anything. She just shook her head. She knew she wouldn’t be able to answer even if she tried. She didn’t know what to do, this whole day had been so strange. She was actually married now. This morning she wasn’t. She looked around the room, it was huge. It had one king size bed in the middle of the room. To the right was two walk in closets. She could see some of her things through the open door. On the left was a bathroom, she couldn’t see much of it, but she bet it was huge, just like the rest of this place. The room also had a large dressing table and a divan. The style was modern but still classic. She liked it.
“I have seen you before” She looked at him in shock.
“What? That is not allowed. How, where, when?
“It was about 3 months ago. You were standing in the sunroof with a friend of yours. You yelled my name”
“Oh…I’m sorry about that”
“Why? It’s not your fault. You didn’t know me, or that I was there. Why were you there?”
“Why was I where?”
“Standing out of the sunroof of a limo?”
“It was my Sisterhood party. My friend Peyton and I got a little drunk on champagne”
“Drunk?”
“Well, yeah”
They both went silent again.
“Do you want to play UNO?”
“What?”
“Do you want to play UNO?”
“I heard what you said, I’m just wondering where that came from”
“Well, as we play we can talk. The one who looses has to tell a secret about themselves”
“A secret?”
“Yeah, something you haven’t told anyone else”
“Um…okay…I guess”
Nathan goes to find a stack of cards. He sits down on the bed and waits for Haley to get comfortable before he shuffles and hands out cards. They start playing and Nathan wins first round.
“Now you have to tell me something”
“I don’t know, what is there to tell?”
“Anything, there has to be something you have never told anyone?”
“Well, I really want to go to college. I want to study literature, I love to read”
“Wow, I hate to read. I want to go to college too, but I want to play basketball”
“I overheard your parents talking about it when they were over a few months back”
“Oh yeah? What did they say?”
“Well, they said you might get to go if you get a scholarship”
“That is never going to happen, I know my dad?”
“Why not?”
“He wants me to work at the family company. He thinks that all the training I need I’ll get by working there”
“That is too bad, I would have loved to see you play one time”
“You’ll get the chance. Even if I have to take you to the River Court”
“What is the River Court?”
“It’s a place where we go to play to have fun, just the guys, and no coach”
They played another round in silence. This time she won.
“Now it’s your turn”
“That wasn’t suppose to happen”
“What? That you would loose?”
“Yeah, I’m not the loosing type”
“Well, I guess you are now. So spill”
“Um…I’m really scared and nervous about tonight and I don’t really know what I’m doing”
Where did that come from? He had never planed to say that, it just kind of spilled out. There was something about her that made him want to talk to her, tell her all his secrets. He had never had anyone like that.
She thought about what he said. She was just as scared as he was. It felt a little better to know that he was just as clueless as she was, just as scared and just as nervous.
Nathan looked at her. She was beautiful. Her hair was pined back with the stars, he would love to see it all completely loose. He moved on hand up to her hair and started taking out one pin. Haley moved her head a little.
“What are you doing?”
“I would like to see your hair completely loose. Is it okay if I unpin it?”
“I guess…okay”
He went back to the task of taking out the stars and unpinning her hair. Slowly it started to come loose. It was long, much longer than what it first looked like. Once all the pins were out he looked at her. Her long honey-blond hair cascading down her back, she was a real beauty. She turned to look at him. He moved one hand up and removed a strand of hair that had fallen in her face. She leaned in to his hand and closed her eyes. Slowly he started to lean his head towards her. She didn’t move away, but she didn’t move towards him either. He kept looking from her mouth to her eyes back to her mouth again. His thoughts went back to earlier that day.
After the priest had pronounced the husband and wife had said that he could kiss the bride. He had slowly leaned in then too and softly put his lips on hers. It was a short peck, but he had felt her lips, and they were so soft. Their first kiss had been in front of over 1000 people. He wanted to feel her soft lips again, and this time only the two of them.
He moved in closer and again softly placed his lips on hers again. This time he stayed there instead of moving away. He tries to move his lips a little and at first Haley is not responding. Slowly she starts to move her lips as well. Nathan takes this as a positive sign and tries to gain entrance to her mouth with his tongue, like he has seen his brother do with his wife. Haley turns away.
“I’m sorry”
“No, I’m sorry. I’m moving too fast”
Haley looks at him again. She had liked his lips on hers. But then he tried to use his tongue and she didn’t like it. She had seen her brother and his wife do that once, and it looked gross. She was 13 at the time. She wanted him to kiss her again, but she didn’t want him to use his tongue. He started leaning towards her again, and this time she did the same. The lips meet again and their lips begin to move as if they were dancing.
After a little while Nathan gets a hold of her lower lip and starts to suck on it. A low moan escapes Haley’s lips. He lets go and then he uses his tongue to slowly trace her lips. She doesn’t move away this time. She likes the way the kissing makes her feel. She feels Nathan’s hand on her face. He moves it back to the nap of her neck and into her hair. He ads a light pressure as he uses his tongue to gain access to her mouth. She stops for a second, but he doesn’t let go of the pressure. He continues to use his tongue and she starts to kiss him back.
Suddenly she felt his hand moving from the back of her head, down her neck and to her back. He kept moving his hands up and down before they landed on her waist. He then started to pull her towards him. She almost looses her balance and puts her hand on his chest to steady herself. She feels his muscles under his shirt and it excites her. She then feels his hand move up from her waist, up her ribcage to the underside of her breasts. She has never had anyone touch her like that.
His thumb started to stroke the underside of her breast through her dress. Suddenly she stood up and walked away. He knew why. It still had to happen. He knew that she knew as well. Tomorrow morning there had to be blood on the sheets. If not the marriage was not legal and it was off. Later tonight he had to take off the blood stained sheets and put them in a basket which he put by the door. During the night someone would be to pick them up to make sure that the marriage was valid.
He walked towards her and took her hand. He started to walk towards the bathroom. Once inside he stopped in front of the mirror. He stood behind her and they looked at each other in the mirror.
“We’ll take it slow. I don’t want to rush you. We have all night”
“I know we have to do this, it’s just…” Tears were forming in her eyes.
“It’s okay. Please don’t cry. It will be okay” Nathan didn’t know what to do.
“I’ll leave you alone to do what you need to do” He started to leave.
“Please don’t leave” He turned to look at her.
“Are you sure?”
“Can you just hold me?”
“…of course…” He walked towards her again and wrapped his arms around her.
After a while he loosened the embrace. He slowly turned her around, both of them facing the mirror. He moved his hands up the top of her dress. He looked at her to see if she would protest, but she didn’t. He started to slowly untie the back of her dress. Her cream like skin got more and more exposed and he wanted to feel it against his face. He looked at her again before he moved down and placed a soft kiss on the back of her shoulder. He lingered there for a minute, sensing her reaction. She didn’t do anything, just stood there looking at him. He started to place small kisses up towards her neck. He could feel her leaning back towards him, resting her body against his. He continued to kiss her neck until her had opened all the buttons in the back. He turned her around again, this time facing him. He leaned down and gave her a small kiss before he left the room and closed the door behind him.
Haley turned around and looked at herself in the mirror. Her face was flushed. She looks around for her stuff, seeing that they are already laid out for her to put on. She starts to take off her dress. It felt strange, knowing that once she was finished she had to go out of that door and do bedbusiness. And it was with a stranger. Granted they now knew who the other one was, they had only known each other for a few hours. It scared her a little, but after what he had told her while they where playing UNO, she felt less scared.
Looking around the bathroom she saw that it was enormous, just like she thought. It had a large Jacuzzi bath tub and a walk in steam shower. The toilet was in a small room with a door to the side. There were two sinks, one for each and plenty of space for her stuff. On the roof she saw lots of little light bulbs over the bathtub. She tried the light switches and discovered that it looked like a starlit night when the rest of the lights were off. There was also a divan and a flat screen TV.
She put on what her mother had picked out for her. It was a two piece, a white lace/cotton tank top and a matching pair of hot pants. She had a bathrobe over it. She brushed her hair and removed all the make-up the make-up artist had put on her. She never really wore make-up before so now it just felt strange. She sat down on the toilet, not knowing what to do next. She didn’t really want to go out. She didn’t know for how long she had been sitting the when she heard Nathan knock on the door.
“Haley, is everything okay?”
“Yes, everything is fine”
Nathan left the door. She had been in there for a while and started to get worried. What if she had fainted or something, you never know what nerves can do to you. He hoped she would come out soon, but he was also glad she was staying. Once she came out, he had no idea what to do. Much help the talk with his brother had done when he can’t even remember it. He looked up as he heard the door from the bathroom open. He was taken back by the sight that he saw.
“Wow, you look beautiful”
“Thank you”
“Much better without all that make-up”
“I know, I didn’t like it that much either”
They both smiled at each other. He walked over, took her hand and led her over the bed again. He stood there for a second, just looking at her. They were really going to do this. Now she was a stranger, but he knew that he was spending the rest of his life with her. Divorce was never an option. He had heard of wives running away, some even taking their own life, but he was going to make sure his wife never needed any of those options. It was strange to call her his wife, but that was what she was now. His wife.
He looked at her again. She didn’t know what to do. She wouldn’t mind him kissing her again. And as if he had read her mind he leaned in and started kissing her. As the first time, this one started slow, no tongue. They both got more in to it and started using their tongues. She felt his hands at the front of her waist. He undid the knot of her bathrobe, brought his hands up to the top and pushed the bathrobe down, letting his hands follow it down her arms. She felt him turn them around so that her back was facing the bed. He put his arm around her waist and started to lower her to the bed, him following atop of her. They didn’t stop kissing.
It felt good to lay on top of her. He made sure he didn’t squash her with his weight. He felt her breasts through the fabric of their clothes. He wanted to feel more of her skin. He gave her a long lingering kiss before he sat up and pulled his shirt over his head. She laid underneath him, looking up at him with lustful eyes. He bent down and started kissing her again. He wanted to feel her hands on his body, but she didn’t touch him. He took one of his own hands, put it on hers and moved her hand to his back.
“It’s okay. I don’t bite”
She looked up into his eyes. His beautiful blue eyes. She trusted him. She had only known him a few hours, but still, she knew he wouldn’t hurt her. She leisurely started to stroke his back. They continue kissing and she just lets her hands wander. She let them go all over his upper body, his neck, the back, the front. She loves the feel of his chest muscles under her hands. She feels his hand on her arm, stroking up and down. It feels nice. Then she felt one of his hands at her waist, this time moving underneath the fabric of her top. She tensed.
He felt her tense. He just continued to keep his hand there and shortly she started to relax. Carefully he started to move his hand again. He waited a second to see if she tensed again, but she doesn’t. Her hands all over his upper body were driving him crazy. He moved his own hand up her rib cage, but made sure he stayed clear of her breasts just yet. It felt really good to just lay there and touch each other. He felt her move down to the lining of his pajama pants. They lingered there for a short while before they moved again but it was enough for him to start growing hard with anticipation.
She felt something through the fabric of Nathan’s pajama pants. At first she didn’t realize what it was, but then it suddenly hit her. She pulled away a little.
“I’m sorry”
They both said it at the same time. They look at each other, neither knowing what to do next. Both of them embarrassed. Then Nathan takes a hold of her and pulls her back towards him. He starts kissing her again, determined to make her feel safe with him. He makes sure that it’s only his upper body that lays on top of her. He feels her relax and her hands moving to his body again. He starts kissing down her neck, pulling away the strap of her top, planting kisses along the way. She moves her head to the side, exposing her neck more. He finds a pulsating spot behind the ear and started to suck on it.
Once he hit the spot behind her ear she couldn’t hold back the moans anymore. Low moans escaped her lips. She felt embarrassed, but didn’t want Nathan to stop. She felt his hand move down towards her breasts, he was on top of her clothes. One of his hands carefully encircled her breast. Again she tensed, but told her self to relax. At first he just kept his hand there, but little by little he started to move it. Once he started to move his thumb over her nipple she felt it harden. She liked what he was doing, she felt warm all over her body.
It felt like nothing he had ever felt before, his hand on her breast. It looked like she was enjoying it just as much as he was. He felt her nipple harden under his thumb. He moved his hand to the other breast and gave it the same treatment. He could hear that her breath was becoming rigid. He continued to move down the hem of her top, exposing more and more of her breast. He realized it wouldn’t work and let go, but moved his hand down to her stomach and under her top. Slowly he moved his hand up her ribcage. Reaching the underside of her breast he paused for a minute, awaiting her reaction. She didn’t move away so he continued.
Again she felt his hand covering her breast. Her mind told her to run away and stay at the same time. He kneads it a little before his thumb moved over her nipple again. She let a small moan escape her lips. She feels warmth spread all over her body and especially between her legs. It was like nothing she had ever felt before. A tingling sensation. She wants more, want him to touch her. She arches off the bed in order to get closer to him. She feels him push her top upwards. Looking down at him she sees that he is looking at her, giving her a look asking for permission. She gives him a small nod. He continues to push the top up, over her breast, exposing both of her breasts. She sees that he is looking at them and she moves her arms to try and cover herself. He stops her.
Looking at that magnificent creature laying underneath him, she was like nothing he had ever seen before. He can see that she is embarrassed, feeling exposed. He moves up, covering her with his upper body and kiss her. Moving down to her ear he whispered encouraging words to her, telling her how beautiful she looked. Moving his hands down to her top again he slowly pulled it up. She lifted her head, helping him getting it completely off. Feeling her bare skin against his felt electrifying and her nipples were poking his chest. He moves his head down her neck again, finding the pulse point and sucking on it. A few moments later he continues, placing kisses down her collarbone and down the valley between her breasts. He looks up at her for a second before he captures her nipple, sucking it into his mouth.
The aching between his legs is just getting worse and he needs some sort of relieve. He moves his entire body on top of her, placing one leg between her legs. He continues to suck on her nipples, sensing that she is really enjoying it. He slowly presses his pelvis towards her and grinds into her thigh.
She is really enjoying his mouth on her breasts. She never thought that anyone would ever do anything like this and that it would feel this good. The tingling between her legs had turned to aching and she didn’t know what to do to get some relieve. She felt him move his body on top of her, placing a leg between hers. She then felt his pelvis grind into her thigh. His penis was hard and long. It scared her a little, but then she felt that the leg between hers was adding pressure between her legs. It felt really good. He then moved both of his legs between hers which caused her to spread her legs a little. She could feel that she was wet, but didn’t know why. All she knew was that it felt good what he was doing.
He continued grinding, feeling the warmth from between her legs which was driving him crazy. He could feel precum seeping out of him. He knew that he couldn’t continue like this much longer of they were gong to make this marriage official. He slowed down his pace. Little by little he started kissing down her rib cage and stomach, stopping when he reached the waistband of her underwear. He sat up, leaving his hands by her hips. He looked up at her, trying to read her expression.
As much as she wanted to run out of there she knew they had to continue. She lifted her hips of the bed, giving him permission to take her underwear of. She looked away as the started to pull her hot-pants off.
“Look at me”
She looked up at him, straight into his eyes. He continued to pull down her underwear. Once they were completely off he threw them on them on the floor all the while looking unto her eyes. He felt her hands on his pants. He helped her getting himself out of them. Once they were both naked they laid back down again, this time side by side. He ran his hands over her body, her arms, legs, stomach, and breasts. He felt her hands on his chest, stroking, feather like touches that made him tremble. Somehow both of them new it was time.
She turned to her back as Nathan moved to sit by her legs. She felt his hands on her legs, parting them slowly. He positioned himself between them, hovering over her. He used his hand to guide himself between her legs. He eased the tip of his cock between the lips, slowly entering. Halfway in he stopped. The sensation was indescribable, if the whole thing was like this he didn’t know how much he could take. He could tell on her face that it didn’t feel the same for her. He pushed a little further until he felt something against the tip. He stopped. He stayed like that for a long time, letting her get used to the invasion.
It didn’t hurt, it was just really uncomfortable. She was glad that he stopped. He bent down and kissed her. While kissing her she felt him push all the way in. It hurt, really hurt. She let out a small cry and tears started rolling down her cheeks. She turned her head to the side, not wanting him to see the tears. He had stopped again.
“I’m sorry, please don’t cry”
He continued to whisper sweet nothings in her air. He felt really bad for doing this to her. It looked like she had been enjoying herself up until this moment. He didn’t really know what to do. He kissed her cheeks, kissing away the tears. He knew that there would probably be more, but he couldn’t hold still anymore. He slowly started to move, watching her as he did. He could clearly see that se was uncomfortable and another tear rolled down her cheeks. He started to move faster, knowing he couldn’t make it much longer.
The pain didn’t stop, it just eased a little. Her mother had told her about this, said it would get better. Right now she knew she didn’t want to do this again. Nathan started to move faster, he was making all kinds of strange noises and faces. Then he made a final loud moan and stopped, collapsing on top of her. She felt him withdraw and roll of her. She didn’t look at him. All she felt was that she was sticky between her legs and she wanted her mother. She rolled to the side and curled into a ball.
Nathan looked over at her, he had never felt worse in his life. He took the sheets and dried himself off. He looked down at the where she had been laying and true to his fathers word, there was blood on the sheets. It sure explained the tears. He got up and went to the bathroom. He started the water in the bathtub. He put on some pajama pants before he went back into the bedroom. Going straight to her side, he crouched down by her face. She had been crying again. Stroking her face she looked at him.
It had really hurt to see him leave her alone in the bed. She figured now he got what he wanted, he didn’t need her anymore. More tears. She closed her eyes, wanting to forget what had just happened. Feeling his hand on her face she looked up at him.
“I’m so sorry, I never wanted to hurt you”
She didn’t answer him. He moved back the covers and picked her up. She looked at him in shock. He carried her into the bathroom and while still carrying her he dimmed the light and turned on the stars in ceiling. He then walked over to the bathtub. First checking that the temperature was right with his elbow, he carefully placed her in the bathtub. Finding a sponge, he started to wash her, letting the warm water run down her back and the rest of her body. She looked at him the whole time. He could see that she was enjoying it and it made him happy. After a little while he put the sponge down and stood up.
“Where are you going?”
“I just wanted to give you some privacy to wash yourself, and I need to change the sheets”
“Oh”
“I’ll be back. Is there something special you like to sleep in, something you want me to bring you?”
“Um…I have a night gown with some sheep on it, I don’t know where they put it”
“I’ll find it”
He got up and left, closing the door behind him. She looked after him. How could he know that she wanted to take a bath, but was too scared to ask? He was so sweet, and she believed him when he said that he didn’t mean to hurt her. She took the sponge and started washing her face, body and between her legs. It stung, but only when she touched it. After she was done she leaned back and closed her eyes, enjoying the feeling the warm water gave her. She had almost fallen a sleep when she heard Nathan nock on the door.
“May I come in?”
“Okay”
“I found your nightgown. I also found this” He pulled a stuffed animal from behind his back. It was an old turtle, one she was given on her 1st birthday.
“You found Tartaruga”
“What is his name?”
“Tartaruga. It’s Italian for Turtle”
“You called your turtle turtle?”
“No, I called him Tartaruga, which is not the same as turtle”
“It still means the same, so it’s the same”
“You have offended Tartaruga, give him to me”
“You are all wet, get out first and then you can have him”
She was about to get up, but the realized she was naked and Nathan was there. He saw the hesitation and grabbed a big towel and gave it to her. He then turned around. She took the towel and dried off. She found the nightgown and the underwear that he had brought for her and got dressed.
“You can turn around now. Thank you”
He turned and looked at her. She looked so innocent standing there in her night gown. He walked over and wrapped his arms around her. He buried his nose in her hair, taking in her smell. She was clinging to him as well and it made him feel good. He eased the embrace and pulled back and looked at her.
“Here you go, here is Turtle”
“Tartaruga”
“Turtle”
“Tartaruga”
“Turtle”
“Whatever”
They walked over to the bed. Nathan had put clean sheets on.
“You don’t change sheets a lot, do you?” She laughed.
“That bad?” He smiled hearing her laughter.
“Not that bad, just not that good”
“Well, I grew up with maids, sue me”
“One day I might” She cocked her eye at him.
“Ha ha, very funny. I actually had to ask one of the maids to show me how to do it”
“That bad?” She laughed harder.
“Hey, it’s not a man’s job to change the sheets. Now, are you going to get in or not?”
“What if I said not?”
“And where do you plan to sleep then?”
“I’m sure I’ll find a place, I mean, there are 5 bedrooms here”
“You can use the crib in the nursery”
The smile on her face was gone. The moment they just had was gone. At first he couldn’t understand why, but then it hit him. The nursery. Nursery meant babies. If she was anything like him, she did not want them yet. And he was guessing the answer was yes.
She looked at him. Why did have to bring up the nursery? She didn’t want babies, not yet anyway. For all she knew, she could be pregnant already. She climbed into bed with him. She made sure she stayed on her side of the bed, not touching him, not getting to close. She was staring up at the ceiling. She felt the bed move and suddenly Nathan was right next to her.
“Thank you for today and tonight. I’m sorry I hurt you. Sleep tight and don’t let the bed bugs bit”
He leaned down and gave her a kiss on the lips. Tentative at first, sensing her reaction. She kissed him back and they both deepened it. He gave her one last peck on the cheek before he rolled over to his own side of the bed.
“Good night”
She touched her cheek where he had kissed her and smiled.
“Tartaruga…Good night”
Author: Zee
Pairing: Nathan/Haley
Rating: FM for now
Disclaimer: Nope, I don’t own a thing!
Summary: Haley grew up knowing little of the outside world. What she did know was that her job was to produce a son. And soon she was getting married
Author’s Note: This has yet to be betaed, so all mistakes are mine
Grow to Love
Pat 8 is coming once I get home. I need a file from there.
Chapter VI - The Wedding Night
Now, just to warn you. I don’t like people who sugarcoat peoples first time experience, so I haven’t. I have written it as realistic as I felt I had to. If you don’t like it or feel offended, I’m sorry. Since I don’t have a beta I don’t know how this chapter will hit people. But I hope you like it.
…closed the door behind them. He was so nervous. He could see that she was nervous too. He didn’t really know what to do. He walked towards the bed, but noticed that she didn’t follow. He walked back to her and took her hand. This time she followed him. They hadn’t said much to each other during the wedding. It didn’t look like they would now either.
He motioned for her to sit on the bed and she did. He sat down next to her. He tried to remember what his brother had told him, but it he couldn’t. They sat there in silence.
“Are you thirsty or hungry? I can go and get something”
He got up and walked towards the door. He turned and looked at her when she didn’t say anything. She just shook her head. She knew she wouldn’t be able to answer even if she tried. She didn’t know what to do, this whole day had been so strange. She was actually married now. This morning she wasn’t. She looked around the room, it was huge. It had one king size bed in the middle of the room. To the right was two walk in closets. She could see some of her things through the open door. On the left was a bathroom, she couldn’t see much of it, but she bet it was huge, just like the rest of this place. The room also had a large dressing table and a divan. The style was modern but still classic. She liked it.
“I have seen you before” She looked at him in shock.
“What? That is not allowed. How, where, when?
“It was about 3 months ago. You were standing in the sunroof with a friend of yours. You yelled my name”
“Oh…I’m sorry about that”
“Why? It’s not your fault. You didn’t know me, or that I was there. Why were you there?”
“Why was I where?”
“Standing out of the sunroof of a limo?”
“It was my Sisterhood party. My friend Peyton and I got a little drunk on champagne”
“Drunk?”
“Well, yeah”
They both went silent again.
“Do you want to play UNO?”
“What?”
“Do you want to play UNO?”
“I heard what you said, I’m just wondering where that came from”
“Well, as we play we can talk. The one who looses has to tell a secret about themselves”
“A secret?”
“Yeah, something you haven’t told anyone else”
“Um…okay…I guess”
Nathan goes to find a stack of cards. He sits down on the bed and waits for Haley to get comfortable before he shuffles and hands out cards. They start playing and Nathan wins first round.
“Now you have to tell me something”
“I don’t know, what is there to tell?”
“Anything, there has to be something you have never told anyone?”
“Well, I really want to go to college. I want to study literature, I love to read”
“Wow, I hate to read. I want to go to college too, but I want to play basketball”
“I overheard your parents talking about it when they were over a few months back”
“Oh yeah? What did they say?”
“Well, they said you might get to go if you get a scholarship”
“That is never going to happen, I know my dad?”
“Why not?”
“He wants me to work at the family company. He thinks that all the training I need I’ll get by working there”
“That is too bad, I would have loved to see you play one time”
“You’ll get the chance. Even if I have to take you to the River Court”
“What is the River Court?”
“It’s a place where we go to play to have fun, just the guys, and no coach”
They played another round in silence. This time she won.
“Now it’s your turn”
“That wasn’t suppose to happen”
“What? That you would loose?”
“Yeah, I’m not the loosing type”
“Well, I guess you are now. So spill”
“Um…I’m really scared and nervous about tonight and I don’t really know what I’m doing”
Where did that come from? He had never planed to say that, it just kind of spilled out. There was something about her that made him want to talk to her, tell her all his secrets. He had never had anyone like that.
She thought about what he said. She was just as scared as he was. It felt a little better to know that he was just as clueless as she was, just as scared and just as nervous.
Nathan looked at her. She was beautiful. Her hair was pined back with the stars, he would love to see it all completely loose. He moved on hand up to her hair and started taking out one pin. Haley moved her head a little.
“What are you doing?”
“I would like to see your hair completely loose. Is it okay if I unpin it?”
“I guess…okay”
He went back to the task of taking out the stars and unpinning her hair. Slowly it started to come loose. It was long, much longer than what it first looked like. Once all the pins were out he looked at her. Her long honey-blond hair cascading down her back, she was a real beauty. She turned to look at him. He moved one hand up and removed a strand of hair that had fallen in her face. She leaned in to his hand and closed her eyes. Slowly he started to lean his head towards her. She didn’t move away, but she didn’t move towards him either. He kept looking from her mouth to her eyes back to her mouth again. His thoughts went back to earlier that day.
After the priest had pronounced the husband and wife had said that he could kiss the bride. He had slowly leaned in then too and softly put his lips on hers. It was a short peck, but he had felt her lips, and they were so soft. Their first kiss had been in front of over 1000 people. He wanted to feel her soft lips again, and this time only the two of them.
He moved in closer and again softly placed his lips on hers again. This time he stayed there instead of moving away. He tries to move his lips a little and at first Haley is not responding. Slowly she starts to move her lips as well. Nathan takes this as a positive sign and tries to gain entrance to her mouth with his tongue, like he has seen his brother do with his wife. Haley turns away.
“I’m sorry”
“No, I’m sorry. I’m moving too fast”
Haley looks at him again. She had liked his lips on hers. But then he tried to use his tongue and she didn’t like it. She had seen her brother and his wife do that once, and it looked gross. She was 13 at the time. She wanted him to kiss her again, but she didn’t want him to use his tongue. He started leaning towards her again, and this time she did the same. The lips meet again and their lips begin to move as if they were dancing.
After a little while Nathan gets a hold of her lower lip and starts to suck on it. A low moan escapes Haley’s lips. He lets go and then he uses his tongue to slowly trace her lips. She doesn’t move away this time. She likes the way the kissing makes her feel. She feels Nathan’s hand on her face. He moves it back to the nap of her neck and into her hair. He ads a light pressure as he uses his tongue to gain access to her mouth. She stops for a second, but he doesn’t let go of the pressure. He continues to use his tongue and she starts to kiss him back.
Suddenly she felt his hand moving from the back of her head, down her neck and to her back. He kept moving his hands up and down before they landed on her waist. He then started to pull her towards him. She almost looses her balance and puts her hand on his chest to steady herself. She feels his muscles under his shirt and it excites her. She then feels his hand move up from her waist, up her ribcage to the underside of her breasts. She has never had anyone touch her like that.
His thumb started to stroke the underside of her breast through her dress. Suddenly she stood up and walked away. He knew why. It still had to happen. He knew that she knew as well. Tomorrow morning there had to be blood on the sheets. If not the marriage was not legal and it was off. Later tonight he had to take off the blood stained sheets and put them in a basket which he put by the door. During the night someone would be to pick them up to make sure that the marriage was valid.
He walked towards her and took her hand. He started to walk towards the bathroom. Once inside he stopped in front of the mirror. He stood behind her and they looked at each other in the mirror.
“We’ll take it slow. I don’t want to rush you. We have all night”
“I know we have to do this, it’s just…” Tears were forming in her eyes.
“It’s okay. Please don’t cry. It will be okay” Nathan didn’t know what to do.
“I’ll leave you alone to do what you need to do” He started to leave.
“Please don’t leave” He turned to look at her.
“Are you sure?”
“Can you just hold me?”
“…of course…” He walked towards her again and wrapped his arms around her.
After a while he loosened the embrace. He slowly turned her around, both of them facing the mirror. He moved his hands up the top of her dress. He looked at her to see if she would protest, but she didn’t. He started to slowly untie the back of her dress. Her cream like skin got more and more exposed and he wanted to feel it against his face. He looked at her again before he moved down and placed a soft kiss on the back of her shoulder. He lingered there for a minute, sensing her reaction. She didn’t do anything, just stood there looking at him. He started to place small kisses up towards her neck. He could feel her leaning back towards him, resting her body against his. He continued to kiss her neck until her had opened all the buttons in the back. He turned her around again, this time facing him. He leaned down and gave her a small kiss before he left the room and closed the door behind him.
Haley turned around and looked at herself in the mirror. Her face was flushed. She looks around for her stuff, seeing that they are already laid out for her to put on. She starts to take off her dress. It felt strange, knowing that once she was finished she had to go out of that door and do bedbusiness. And it was with a stranger. Granted they now knew who the other one was, they had only known each other for a few hours. It scared her a little, but after what he had told her while they where playing UNO, she felt less scared.
Looking around the bathroom she saw that it was enormous, just like she thought. It had a large Jacuzzi bath tub and a walk in steam shower. The toilet was in a small room with a door to the side. There were two sinks, one for each and plenty of space for her stuff. On the roof she saw lots of little light bulbs over the bathtub. She tried the light switches and discovered that it looked like a starlit night when the rest of the lights were off. There was also a divan and a flat screen TV.
She put on what her mother had picked out for her. It was a two piece, a white lace/cotton tank top and a matching pair of hot pants. She had a bathrobe over it. She brushed her hair and removed all the make-up the make-up artist had put on her. She never really wore make-up before so now it just felt strange. She sat down on the toilet, not knowing what to do next. She didn’t really want to go out. She didn’t know for how long she had been sitting the when she heard Nathan knock on the door.
“Haley, is everything okay?”
“Yes, everything is fine”
Nathan left the door. She had been in there for a while and started to get worried. What if she had fainted or something, you never know what nerves can do to you. He hoped she would come out soon, but he was also glad she was staying. Once she came out, he had no idea what to do. Much help the talk with his brother had done when he can’t even remember it. He looked up as he heard the door from the bathroom open. He was taken back by the sight that he saw.
“Wow, you look beautiful”
“Thank you”
“Much better without all that make-up”
“I know, I didn’t like it that much either”
They both smiled at each other. He walked over, took her hand and led her over the bed again. He stood there for a second, just looking at her. They were really going to do this. Now she was a stranger, but he knew that he was spending the rest of his life with her. Divorce was never an option. He had heard of wives running away, some even taking their own life, but he was going to make sure his wife never needed any of those options. It was strange to call her his wife, but that was what she was now. His wife.
He looked at her again. She didn’t know what to do. She wouldn’t mind him kissing her again. And as if he had read her mind he leaned in and started kissing her. As the first time, this one started slow, no tongue. They both got more in to it and started using their tongues. She felt his hands at the front of her waist. He undid the knot of her bathrobe, brought his hands up to the top and pushed the bathrobe down, letting his hands follow it down her arms. She felt him turn them around so that her back was facing the bed. He put his arm around her waist and started to lower her to the bed, him following atop of her. They didn’t stop kissing.
It felt good to lay on top of her. He made sure he didn’t squash her with his weight. He felt her breasts through the fabric of their clothes. He wanted to feel more of her skin. He gave her a long lingering kiss before he sat up and pulled his shirt over his head. She laid underneath him, looking up at him with lustful eyes. He bent down and started kissing her again. He wanted to feel her hands on his body, but she didn’t touch him. He took one of his own hands, put it on hers and moved her hand to his back.
“It’s okay. I don’t bite”
She looked up into his eyes. His beautiful blue eyes. She trusted him. She had only known him a few hours, but still, she knew he wouldn’t hurt her. She leisurely started to stroke his back. They continue kissing and she just lets her hands wander. She let them go all over his upper body, his neck, the back, the front. She loves the feel of his chest muscles under her hands. She feels his hand on her arm, stroking up and down. It feels nice. Then she felt one of his hands at her waist, this time moving underneath the fabric of her top. She tensed.
He felt her tense. He just continued to keep his hand there and shortly she started to relax. Carefully he started to move his hand again. He waited a second to see if she tensed again, but she doesn’t. Her hands all over his upper body were driving him crazy. He moved his own hand up her rib cage, but made sure he stayed clear of her breasts just yet. It felt really good to just lay there and touch each other. He felt her move down to the lining of his pajama pants. They lingered there for a short while before they moved again but it was enough for him to start growing hard with anticipation.
She felt something through the fabric of Nathan’s pajama pants. At first she didn’t realize what it was, but then it suddenly hit her. She pulled away a little.
“I’m sorry”
They both said it at the same time. They look at each other, neither knowing what to do next. Both of them embarrassed. Then Nathan takes a hold of her and pulls her back towards him. He starts kissing her again, determined to make her feel safe with him. He makes sure that it’s only his upper body that lays on top of her. He feels her relax and her hands moving to his body again. He starts kissing down her neck, pulling away the strap of her top, planting kisses along the way. She moves her head to the side, exposing her neck more. He finds a pulsating spot behind the ear and started to suck on it.
Once he hit the spot behind her ear she couldn’t hold back the moans anymore. Low moans escaped her lips. She felt embarrassed, but didn’t want Nathan to stop. She felt his hand move down towards her breasts, he was on top of her clothes. One of his hands carefully encircled her breast. Again she tensed, but told her self to relax. At first he just kept his hand there, but little by little he started to move it. Once he started to move his thumb over her nipple she felt it harden. She liked what he was doing, she felt warm all over her body.
It felt like nothing he had ever felt before, his hand on her breast. It looked like she was enjoying it just as much as he was. He felt her nipple harden under his thumb. He moved his hand to the other breast and gave it the same treatment. He could hear that her breath was becoming rigid. He continued to move down the hem of her top, exposing more and more of her breast. He realized it wouldn’t work and let go, but moved his hand down to her stomach and under her top. Slowly he moved his hand up her ribcage. Reaching the underside of her breast he paused for a minute, awaiting her reaction. She didn’t move away so he continued.
Again she felt his hand covering her breast. Her mind told her to run away and stay at the same time. He kneads it a little before his thumb moved over her nipple again. She let a small moan escape her lips. She feels warmth spread all over her body and especially between her legs. It was like nothing she had ever felt before. A tingling sensation. She wants more, want him to touch her. She arches off the bed in order to get closer to him. She feels him push her top upwards. Looking down at him she sees that he is looking at her, giving her a look asking for permission. She gives him a small nod. He continues to push the top up, over her breast, exposing both of her breasts. She sees that he is looking at them and she moves her arms to try and cover herself. He stops her.
Looking at that magnificent creature laying underneath him, she was like nothing he had ever seen before. He can see that she is embarrassed, feeling exposed. He moves up, covering her with his upper body and kiss her. Moving down to her ear he whispered encouraging words to her, telling her how beautiful she looked. Moving his hands down to her top again he slowly pulled it up. She lifted her head, helping him getting it completely off. Feeling her bare skin against his felt electrifying and her nipples were poking his chest. He moves his head down her neck again, finding the pulse point and sucking on it. A few moments later he continues, placing kisses down her collarbone and down the valley between her breasts. He looks up at her for a second before he captures her nipple, sucking it into his mouth.
The aching between his legs is just getting worse and he needs some sort of relieve. He moves his entire body on top of her, placing one leg between her legs. He continues to suck on her nipples, sensing that she is really enjoying it. He slowly presses his pelvis towards her and grinds into her thigh.
She is really enjoying his mouth on her breasts. She never thought that anyone would ever do anything like this and that it would feel this good. The tingling between her legs had turned to aching and she didn’t know what to do to get some relieve. She felt him move his body on top of her, placing a leg between hers. She then felt his pelvis grind into her thigh. His penis was hard and long. It scared her a little, but then she felt that the leg between hers was adding pressure between her legs. It felt really good. He then moved both of his legs between hers which caused her to spread her legs a little. She could feel that she was wet, but didn’t know why. All she knew was that it felt good what he was doing.
He continued grinding, feeling the warmth from between her legs which was driving him crazy. He could feel precum seeping out of him. He knew that he couldn’t continue like this much longer of they were gong to make this marriage official. He slowed down his pace. Little by little he started kissing down her rib cage and stomach, stopping when he reached the waistband of her underwear. He sat up, leaving his hands by her hips. He looked up at her, trying to read her expression.
As much as she wanted to run out of there she knew they had to continue. She lifted her hips of the bed, giving him permission to take her underwear of. She looked away as the started to pull her hot-pants off.
“Look at me”
She looked up at him, straight into his eyes. He continued to pull down her underwear. Once they were completely off he threw them on them on the floor all the while looking unto her eyes. He felt her hands on his pants. He helped her getting himself out of them. Once they were both naked they laid back down again, this time side by side. He ran his hands over her body, her arms, legs, stomach, and breasts. He felt her hands on his chest, stroking, feather like touches that made him tremble. Somehow both of them new it was time.
She turned to her back as Nathan moved to sit by her legs. She felt his hands on her legs, parting them slowly. He positioned himself between them, hovering over her. He used his hand to guide himself between her legs. He eased the tip of his cock between the lips, slowly entering. Halfway in he stopped. The sensation was indescribable, if the whole thing was like this he didn’t know how much he could take. He could tell on her face that it didn’t feel the same for her. He pushed a little further until he felt something against the tip. He stopped. He stayed like that for a long time, letting her get used to the invasion.
It didn’t hurt, it was just really uncomfortable. She was glad that he stopped. He bent down and kissed her. While kissing her she felt him push all the way in. It hurt, really hurt. She let out a small cry and tears started rolling down her cheeks. She turned her head to the side, not wanting him to see the tears. He had stopped again.
“I’m sorry, please don’t cry”
He continued to whisper sweet nothings in her air. He felt really bad for doing this to her. It looked like she had been enjoying herself up until this moment. He didn’t really know what to do. He kissed her cheeks, kissing away the tears. He knew that there would probably be more, but he couldn’t hold still anymore. He slowly started to move, watching her as he did. He could clearly see that se was uncomfortable and another tear rolled down her cheeks. He started to move faster, knowing he couldn’t make it much longer.
The pain didn’t stop, it just eased a little. Her mother had told her about this, said it would get better. Right now she knew she didn’t want to do this again. Nathan started to move faster, he was making all kinds of strange noises and faces. Then he made a final loud moan and stopped, collapsing on top of her. She felt him withdraw and roll of her. She didn’t look at him. All she felt was that she was sticky between her legs and she wanted her mother. She rolled to the side and curled into a ball.
Nathan looked over at her, he had never felt worse in his life. He took the sheets and dried himself off. He looked down at the where she had been laying and true to his fathers word, there was blood on the sheets. It sure explained the tears. He got up and went to the bathroom. He started the water in the bathtub. He put on some pajama pants before he went back into the bedroom. Going straight to her side, he crouched down by her face. She had been crying again. Stroking her face she looked at him.
It had really hurt to see him leave her alone in the bed. She figured now he got what he wanted, he didn’t need her anymore. More tears. She closed her eyes, wanting to forget what had just happened. Feeling his hand on her face she looked up at him.
“I’m so sorry, I never wanted to hurt you”
She didn’t answer him. He moved back the covers and picked her up. She looked at him in shock. He carried her into the bathroom and while still carrying her he dimmed the light and turned on the stars in ceiling. He then walked over to the bathtub. First checking that the temperature was right with his elbow, he carefully placed her in the bathtub. Finding a sponge, he started to wash her, letting the warm water run down her back and the rest of her body. She looked at him the whole time. He could see that she was enjoying it and it made him happy. After a little while he put the sponge down and stood up.
“Where are you going?”
“I just wanted to give you some privacy to wash yourself, and I need to change the sheets”
“Oh”
“I’ll be back. Is there something special you like to sleep in, something you want me to bring you?”
“Um…I have a night gown with some sheep on it, I don’t know where they put it”
“I’ll find it”
He got up and left, closing the door behind him. She looked after him. How could he know that she wanted to take a bath, but was too scared to ask? He was so sweet, and she believed him when he said that he didn’t mean to hurt her. She took the sponge and started washing her face, body and between her legs. It stung, but only when she touched it. After she was done she leaned back and closed her eyes, enjoying the feeling the warm water gave her. She had almost fallen a sleep when she heard Nathan nock on the door.
“May I come in?”
“Okay”
“I found your nightgown. I also found this” He pulled a stuffed animal from behind his back. It was an old turtle, one she was given on her 1st birthday.
“You found Tartaruga”
“What is his name?”
“Tartaruga. It’s Italian for Turtle”
“You called your turtle turtle?”
“No, I called him Tartaruga, which is not the same as turtle”
“It still means the same, so it’s the same”
“You have offended Tartaruga, give him to me”
“You are all wet, get out first and then you can have him”
She was about to get up, but the realized she was naked and Nathan was there. He saw the hesitation and grabbed a big towel and gave it to her. He then turned around. She took the towel and dried off. She found the nightgown and the underwear that he had brought for her and got dressed.
“You can turn around now. Thank you”
He turned and looked at her. She looked so innocent standing there in her night gown. He walked over and wrapped his arms around her. He buried his nose in her hair, taking in her smell. She was clinging to him as well and it made him feel good. He eased the embrace and pulled back and looked at her.
“Here you go, here is Turtle”
“Tartaruga”
“Turtle”
“Tartaruga”
“Turtle”
“Whatever”
They walked over to the bed. Nathan had put clean sheets on.
“You don’t change sheets a lot, do you?” She laughed.
“That bad?” He smiled hearing her laughter.
“Not that bad, just not that good”
“Well, I grew up with maids, sue me”
“One day I might” She cocked her eye at him.
“Ha ha, very funny. I actually had to ask one of the maids to show me how to do it”
“That bad?” She laughed harder.
“Hey, it’s not a man’s job to change the sheets. Now, are you going to get in or not?”
“What if I said not?”
“And where do you plan to sleep then?”
“I’m sure I’ll find a place, I mean, there are 5 bedrooms here”
“You can use the crib in the nursery”
The smile on her face was gone. The moment they just had was gone. At first he couldn’t understand why, but then it hit him. The nursery. Nursery meant babies. If she was anything like him, she did not want them yet. And he was guessing the answer was yes.
She looked at him. Why did have to bring up the nursery? She didn’t want babies, not yet anyway. For all she knew, she could be pregnant already. She climbed into bed with him. She made sure she stayed on her side of the bed, not touching him, not getting to close. She was staring up at the ceiling. She felt the bed move and suddenly Nathan was right next to her.
“Thank you for today and tonight. I’m sorry I hurt you. Sleep tight and don’t let the bed bugs bit”
He leaned down and gave her a kiss on the lips. Tentative at first, sensing her reaction. She kissed him back and they both deepened it. He gave her one last peck on the cheek before he rolled over to his own side of the bed.
“Good night”
She touched her cheek where he had kissed her and smiled.
“Tartaruga…Good night”